So right now I'm trying to download a bootlegged version of Phantom of the Opera on Kazaa Lite Resurrected. It says there's 26 hours left to the download, but just a minute ago it said there was 45, so you never know when it will finish. Hopefully soon, so I can see if I picked out a good one. I hope that there's nothing wrong with it. I'm pretty ( Read more... )

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From here on out, the remainder of my journal entries will be friends only. I will not have anonymous people posting comments on MY journal telling me what is what. I will not add you to my friends list if I don't know you.

Today went a little better for me. Cory, however, was in the same mood that he was yesterday, but I tried to stay positive. It wasn't easy. I don't think it's easy for anyone to remain positive around someone who has such a bleak outlook on things. I didn't get to bed until 6:30 am this morning and I had to get up at 10 to get ready for school. ( Read more... )

No words can describe how pissed off and depressed I am at the moment. I had plans with Cory for him to stay over at my house tonight. We've both been looking forward to it all week. I figured that it would make more sense for him to stay overnight because he wouldn't have to drive all the way back home only to come out here again the next day. ( Read more... )

Why do I have to be so fat and disgusting? God, sometimes I hate myself. I can never get rid of my stupid, fat stomach and my huge boobs that make me look even bigger on top. I can't wear anything without looking fat in it. I just want to hide myself from the whole world so they won't have to look at me. I don't want to be another statistic in ( Read more... )

I just got home from school. It went pretty well. Psychology was actually interesting today. We talked about motivation and sleeping. Talking about sleeping always makes me want to do that though. In environment discussion we went out to see the wetlands. It's such a beautiful day, probably one of the last nice, warm ones we'll have in a while. :( ( Read more... )

I hate being sick. Right now I have a cold and a conjested ear, which I can't hear much out of. It really sucks. My mom bought me some cold medicine and ear drops. I put some ear drops in earlier and took some ibuprofen. I'll take the cold medicine in the morning. I think I'm definitely going to go to bed before 2 tonight. I'm so tired and just ( Read more... )