Comments | whynotwhitney: i don't care if this doesn't make sense to any of you.

whynotwhitney

i don't care if this doesn't make sense to any of you.

Aug 10, 2004 14:32

Something was out of balance today. I could feel it in the waves when I was swimming in the ocean. Like something was rising up, and there wasn't room for anything else. Like the usual pulsing of the water pushing toward the sky and busting open had something else to expose besides it's own current. Today was the kind of day when you wake up dizzy ( Read more... )

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oh no... its not the meds 50cents4myuke August 10 2004, 23:46:28 UTC

no dude, I totally know what you mean. Remember this year that sort of happneded to me? i dont think I woke up dizzy or anything, but everything that day felt awkward and I was so ancy and restless. Totally apprehensive of something crazy (not necessarily bad, just significant) was going to happen at any time and no one else felt that way at all. I cant remember when it was, it may have actually been the day before that day when it was all hazy and orange outside and ash was blowing around from the Fort Ord fire. I just remember like, freaking out until I heard it was from fort ord. I though it was like, the fucking apocalypse or something. But thats probably not why I felt all apprehensive.
Dont worry... I dont think you've lost it yet. I give you until you're about 47.... then you'll REALLY start losing it. but i'll still love you.
im eating the best peanut butter ive ever had in my life so Im going to go eat it before the world ends and I cant. :)

but sister, don't you know it is? whynotwhitney August 11 2004, 16:08:47 UTC

I remember that day, that was the weirdest. It was the day before the fire cause I remember when everything was dark and red and it was snowing ash, and we were both all confused and scared until we found out what it was, and then it alllll made sense. I thought it was the apocalypse too, or some kind of nuclear disaster, or maybe war. I was excited. Haha.

Jess, you and I both know I never had it and I'll be completely gone by the time I'm 30. One can only hope, anyway.

:oP

they have peanut butter at menopause camp?

Re: but sister, don't you know it is? 50cents4myuke August 12 2004, 03:40:44 UTC

oh yes. yes they do. the best fucking peanut butter ive EVER had. its low fat low carbs and anything. I will spend the rest of my life looking for a peanut butter this orgasmic.

god? no. andenfilmen August 11 2004, 02:57:09 UTC

i think its pretty trippy when im driving along the pineapple fields on my island. miles and miles of land thats been cultivated by man. its raining, cloudy, and foggy. the oceans got a huge swell..the mountains are blocking the sun...everyone is in tere mass produced cars going nowhere in life. its just so insane to me. evolution has brought us here? our earths fragile eco-system has created all of this? the sun controls everything about our lives..day and night..the moon controls our oceans..all of this shit is on this planet and somehow its working together and we're still here. i think its pretty insane that over millions and millions of years of change and evolution and whatnot that the world works the way it does now....sort of in harmony. kind of. whoa, im crazy.

world unity? Uh, chya, I think not. whynotwhitney August 11 2004, 16:12:11 UTC

No, you're not crazy, I know exactly what you mean. This feeling like everything's balanced and connected by these tiny pieces of string and when something pulls one way something else goes that way with it, and when one string snaps you KNOW you're about to see two things go crashing down. It's amazing. It feels like some kind of puppet show, without a puppeteer, just a lot of really arrogant puppets to fuck everything up and noone to fix it.

Agh your descriptions of hawaii give me chills. I want to see these places. I want to taste that fog.
Some day, when you go back, take me with you?

<3

Re: world unity? Uh, chya, I think not. andenfilmen August 11 2004, 16:34:06 UTC

sure..
my dad says i can have as many friends as i want over here..whenever i want...maybe he feels bad? hahaha..
but sure, no problem.
<3

rwfiend August 12 2004, 07:39:41 UTC

You have a powerful voice. You should definitely use it.

self_evident August 22 2004, 06:28:36 UTC

Hello. This is Aley from Wichita. I'm friends with Mike. You should add me.

whynotwhitney August 23 2004, 00:05:01 UTC

Aley!!

Hello, darlin'! How was t-shirt making with Mike?

super_sarah August 23 2004, 22:13:09 UTC

HI YOU!
I met you the other day.
move to Kansas.
I think thats the best for a lot of people.
but most specifically, me.

whynotwhitney August 24 2004, 00:38:38 UTC

Hey!!!

I think I'm going to have to agree with you on that one.

[ps. consider yourself added!]

super_sarah August 24 2004, 12:46:08 UTC

more like consider YOURSELF added!