Thinking Out Loud
Pairing : HunHan/SeLu
Genre : Fluff, Romance (?)
Rating : PG-13
Summary : Sehun realizes he loves Luhan once they've shared the same apartment.
Note : based on Ed Sheeran's Thinking Out Loud. I don't know. That song is beautiful.
People fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe just the touch of a hand
Well me, I fall I love with you every single day
And I just wanna tell you I am
Sehun had been best friends with Luhan since the Chinese boy’s family arrived next door when he was 15 and Luhan is turning 18. They went out to play basketball hours after Luhan’s family had settled down on their home and then, their friendship started until they became each other’s comfort.
Now that they’re in the same university, Luhan in his junior year in college, while Sehun is a sophomore (he was accelerated because he’s too smart as the Chinese boy always say), they decided to rent an apartment blocks away from their university and share it together. And from that moment on, Sehun realized he didn’t just see Luhan as a best friend anymore.
It’s a Friday night after exam week when they throw a sleepover party together with their friends Baekhyun and Chanyeol. That night is when Sehun master up all the courage he needs to tell Luhan everything in the middle of watching Disney’s Frozen.
(Baekhyun had said it was so gay but he’s singing to every song played on it anyway.)
“Hyung?” Sehun calls as he puts down his glass of coke. The brunette boy beside him turns his attention from the television to Sehun with a raised eyebrow, urging the younger to go on with what he was going to say. Sehun turns to look at him and sees Luhan’s bright smile and he feels his heart beating loud on his chest. He hopes Luhan won’t hear it despite being so close to him.
Sehun bites his lips as he turns his haze towards Baekhyun who’s now leaning his head on Chanyeol’s shoulder already starting to drift off to sleep.
“Is it normal for a boy to lean his head on a boy’s shoulder?” he blurts out and Luhan lets out a chuckle. “Are you talking about Baekhyun and Chanyeol?” Luhan whispers to him and Sehun just nods, his feeling a little dizzy.
Luhan turns his gaze towards the two other boys in front of them, too and smiles. “Well, if other people would see it they won’t think its normal for two boy to be close like that. Why? Are you feeling uncomfortable seeing them?” he asks, turning back to Sehun with wide eyes, waiting for the younger boy to answer. Sehun shooks his head and Luhan shrugs before turning his attention back to the movie they’re watching.
“How ‘bout you?” Sehun mutters after a minute of silence had passed. “Don’t you feel uncomfortable watching them?” he looks at Luhan to see his reaction. The boy smiles before looking at him to give him an answer. “No, I don’t. They actually look good together, don’t they?” he muses and Sehun cocks his head to the side in confusion.
“What do you mean? They’re both boys.”
“Yes, they are. But that doesn’t mean they can’t fall in love with each other,” Luhan adds smiling. He looks over once again to the other couch to find Baekhyun and Chanyeol already asleep. The shorter boy’s head is now resting on Chanyeol’s lap while the taller’s head is leaning on the couch. Their hands are intertwined on top of Baekhyun’s chest, moving as the male breathes. “I feel so envious of them sometimes when I look at them together,” he says under his breath, looking down.
Sehun keeps his gaze on Luhan, contemplating whether this is the right time to confess or not. Whether to say he shouldn’t be jealous of Baekhyun and Chanyeol anymore because Sehun loves him. But. He’s never been good with words, so he does the first thing that comes on his mind.
“Luhan.”
Luhan knows that Sehun rarely calls him without the honorifics so he turns to look up to tell the younger about being respectful to the elders but what meets him is a pair of soft lips on his own. His eyes go wide and suddenly, he can’t breathe. He always think how Sehun lips would feel whenever he stares at it while the younger is not aware. Now he knows, its like eating a cake made in heaven.
The blonde boy pulls away and open his eyes to find a wide-eyed Luhan staring at him, gaping.
“Se-sehun? W-what?” he’s starting to stutter and he don’t even know what to say. “Why did you-“
“I love you, Lu,” Sehun confesses, cheeks turning red as he stares at Luhan’s eyes.
Luhan stares at him for a while and Sehun hearts starts to break thinking he was rejected, but next thing he knew, the boy’s lips are back on his own, kissing him.
So, honey now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
They had go on dates. Sometimes, they even do double date together with Baekhyun and Chanyeol or the only girl in their group Kyungsoo with his boyfriend Jongin. They have gone to an arcade, a festival, a movie date, or on a simple restaurant date. But, Luhan thinks that their best date still is when he and Sehun just stay inside the safety of their shared apartment, cooking dinner then going on a movie marathon while cuddling on their worn out couch. And it’s exactly what they’re doing right now.
This night though is a little different. They’re both sitting outside on the terrace of their apartment, sharing a blanket while gazing at the stars as Sehun draws imaginary patterns on Luhan’s arms.
“Sehun?” Luhan looks up at the younger who turns to him as he hear his name. “Hmmm?”
“When did you realize that you’re into boys? And… that.. you love me,” he asks curiously, the last words being a whisper since he still feels flustered every time he remembers that confession. Sehun looks up in the sky, looking so deep in thought.
“Well,” he starts and Luhan gives him his full attention. “I kind of doubt myself before you even came next door and confirmed it when I first saw you,” he answers looking down at his boyfriend who looks confused. “What?” Sehun laughs upon seeing Luhan’s expression. “I thought you were hot when I saw you outside our door with your family and I said to myself ‘Okay, confirmed, I’m into boys’,” he goes on, a laugh still escaping his lips. Luhan hits him and pouts, “Stop joking, I’m serious.”
“I’m serious though,” Sehun says shrugging.
“Does that mean you fell in love with me since that day we met?” Luhan finds Sehun’s big hands and intertwine their fingers together. He looks at it and smile, thinking how his hands fits perfectly into the his boyfriend’s slim and long one. Boyfriend. His heart flutters at the thought and Luhan can’t help the smile creeping up his face.
“Well, you can say that. Though I’ve only realized it that one time not too long ago when Minseok-hyung was playing soccer with you and you both stumble on the ground laughing. Then he helped you stand up and hug you goodbye when you said you were going,” Sehun blurts out and the jealousy in his tone doesn’t escape Luhan’s ears which made the doe-eyed boy laugh.
Luhan nods and pokes his finger on Sehun’s cheek. “So, that’s why you’ve been grumpy towards Minseok,” he teases as he continues poking the boy’s cheeks. “You look so cute when you’re jealous.”
The blonde boy looks up at the sky and huffs “Who says I’m jealous?” which made Luhan giggle more.
“Stop it, Lu,” he warns, taking the brunette’s hand away from his face and turning to glare at him which the boy just laugh at.
Sehun once again turns his attention towards the night sky as he cards his free hand through Luhan’s locks. “Oh look! A shooting star! Lu, make a wish!” he blurts out which made Luhan stand from his position and close his eyes. Luhan does the same and he was about to wish silently when he heard Sehun speak.
“Dear shooting star, my wish is to be with Luhan until the rest of my life. Please give him to me. Or if you won’t let him be with me, then you can just…….. Can you just please let me have him this is my wish anyway. Please take care of him when we’re not together and please stop him from making fun of me when I’m jealous and grumpy. I love him so much, please grant my wish.”
By the time Sehun finishes saying his wishes, he turns to look at Luhan and smile only to find the boy staring at him. “Hyung? Is there a problem?” he asks looking concerned. “Didn’t you see the shooting star? Weren’t you able to wish? Come on, I’m sure there’ll be more,” he states as he reach out to brush Luhan’s fringe away from his eyes. The brunette looks like he’s so close to tears and Sehun starts to get worried.
“Hey, Lu. It’s okay. We’ll find more, don’t be up-“
“I fucking hate you, Oh Sehun, I really fucking do,” Luhan mutters before cupping Sehun’s face and closing the distance between them. He kisses him hard and Sehun can feel tears on his cheek so he pulls away from the kiss to see Luhan crying.
“Hyung, don’t cry. What is it? Come on, its getting colder, let’s go inside and talk.”
He stands up and offers a hand to Luhan who gladly takes it. By the time they got inside their apartment, hands still intertwined, Luhan pulls him and claims Sehun’s lips once again. His hands snake on the younger’s neck as he guide them through their bedroom. Once Sehun is seated on the bed, Luhan climbs up on his lap not breaking their kiss and licks his bottom lip. Sehun opens his mouth to let Luhan in, a moan escaping his lips as the boy deepens their kiss.
“Hyung?” Sehun calls out as he cards his fingers through Luhan’s honey brown hair. The older resting his head on Sehun’s chest. Their breathing even and their body tangled together.
“I love you, Sehun-ah,” Luhan says as he close his eyes and smiles, sleep already taking over him.
A smile makes it way on Sehun’s face, his eyes forming crescents and he place a chaste kiss on the crown of his boyfriend’s head.
“I love you, too, Luhan.”
I’m thinking out loud
Maybe we found love right where we are.
Genre : Fluff, Romance (?)
Rating : PG-13
Summary : Sehun realizes he loves Luhan once they've shared the same apartment.
Note : based on Ed Sheeran's Thinking Out Loud. I don't know. That song is beautiful.
People fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe just the touch of a hand
Well me, I fall I love with you every single day
And I just wanna tell you I am
Sehun had been best friends with Luhan since the Chinese boy’s family arrived next door when he was 15 and Luhan is turning 18. They went out to play basketball hours after Luhan’s family had settled down on their home and then, their friendship started until they became each other’s comfort.
Now that they’re in the same university, Luhan in his junior year in college, while Sehun is a sophomore (he was accelerated because he’s too smart as the Chinese boy always say), they decided to rent an apartment blocks away from their university and share it together. And from that moment on, Sehun realized he didn’t just see Luhan as a best friend anymore.
It’s a Friday night after exam week when they throw a sleepover party together with their friends Baekhyun and Chanyeol. That night is when Sehun master up all the courage he needs to tell Luhan everything in the middle of watching Disney’s Frozen.
(Baekhyun had said it was so gay but he’s singing to every song played on it anyway.)
“Hyung?” Sehun calls as he puts down his glass of coke. The brunette boy beside him turns his attention from the television to Sehun with a raised eyebrow, urging the younger to go on with what he was going to say. Sehun turns to look at him and sees Luhan’s bright smile and he feels his heart beating loud on his chest. He hopes Luhan won’t hear it despite being so close to him.
Sehun bites his lips as he turns his haze towards Baekhyun who’s now leaning his head on Chanyeol’s shoulder already starting to drift off to sleep.
“Is it normal for a boy to lean his head on a boy’s shoulder?” he blurts out and Luhan lets out a chuckle. “Are you talking about Baekhyun and Chanyeol?” Luhan whispers to him and Sehun just nods, his feeling a little dizzy.
Luhan turns his gaze towards the two other boys in front of them, too and smiles. “Well, if other people would see it they won’t think its normal for two boy to be close like that. Why? Are you feeling uncomfortable seeing them?” he asks, turning back to Sehun with wide eyes, waiting for the younger boy to answer. Sehun shooks his head and Luhan shrugs before turning his attention back to the movie they’re watching.
“How ‘bout you?” Sehun mutters after a minute of silence had passed. “Don’t you feel uncomfortable watching them?” he looks at Luhan to see his reaction. The boy smiles before looking at him to give him an answer. “No, I don’t. They actually look good together, don’t they?” he muses and Sehun cocks his head to the side in confusion.
“What do you mean? They’re both boys.”
“Yes, they are. But that doesn’t mean they can’t fall in love with each other,” Luhan adds smiling. He looks over once again to the other couch to find Baekhyun and Chanyeol already asleep. The shorter boy’s head is now resting on Chanyeol’s lap while the taller’s head is leaning on the couch. Their hands are intertwined on top of Baekhyun’s chest, moving as the male breathes. “I feel so envious of them sometimes when I look at them together,” he says under his breath, looking down.
Sehun keeps his gaze on Luhan, contemplating whether this is the right time to confess or not. Whether to say he shouldn’t be jealous of Baekhyun and Chanyeol anymore because Sehun loves him. But. He’s never been good with words, so he does the first thing that comes on his mind.
“Luhan.”
Luhan knows that Sehun rarely calls him without the honorifics so he turns to look up to tell the younger about being respectful to the elders but what meets him is a pair of soft lips on his own. His eyes go wide and suddenly, he can’t breathe. He always think how Sehun lips would feel whenever he stares at it while the younger is not aware. Now he knows, its like eating a cake made in heaven.
The blonde boy pulls away and open his eyes to find a wide-eyed Luhan staring at him, gaping.
“Se-sehun? W-what?” he’s starting to stutter and he don’t even know what to say. “Why did you-“
“I love you, Lu,” Sehun confesses, cheeks turning red as he stares at Luhan’s eyes.
Luhan stares at him for a while and Sehun hearts starts to break thinking he was rejected, but next thing he knew, the boy’s lips are back on his own, kissing him.
So, honey now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
They had go on dates. Sometimes, they even do double date together with Baekhyun and Chanyeol or the only girl in their group Kyungsoo with his boyfriend Jongin. They have gone to an arcade, a festival, a movie date, or on a simple restaurant date. But, Luhan thinks that their best date still is when he and Sehun just stay inside the safety of their shared apartment, cooking dinner then going on a movie marathon while cuddling on their worn out couch. And it’s exactly what they’re doing right now.
This night though is a little different. They’re both sitting outside on the terrace of their apartment, sharing a blanket while gazing at the stars as Sehun draws imaginary patterns on Luhan’s arms.
“Sehun?” Luhan looks up at the younger who turns to him as he hear his name. “Hmmm?”
“When did you realize that you’re into boys? And… that.. you love me,” he asks curiously, the last words being a whisper since he still feels flustered every time he remembers that confession. Sehun looks up in the sky, looking so deep in thought.
“Well,” he starts and Luhan gives him his full attention. “I kind of doubt myself before you even came next door and confirmed it when I first saw you,” he answers looking down at his boyfriend who looks confused. “What?” Sehun laughs upon seeing Luhan’s expression. “I thought you were hot when I saw you outside our door with your family and I said to myself ‘Okay, confirmed, I’m into boys’,” he goes on, a laugh still escaping his lips. Luhan hits him and pouts, “Stop joking, I’m serious.”
“I’m serious though,” Sehun says shrugging.
“Does that mean you fell in love with me since that day we met?” Luhan finds Sehun’s big hands and intertwine their fingers together. He looks at it and smile, thinking how his hands fits perfectly into the his boyfriend’s slim and long one. Boyfriend. His heart flutters at the thought and Luhan can’t help the smile creeping up his face.
“Well, you can say that. Though I’ve only realized it that one time not too long ago when Minseok-hyung was playing soccer with you and you both stumble on the ground laughing. Then he helped you stand up and hug you goodbye when you said you were going,” Sehun blurts out and the jealousy in his tone doesn’t escape Luhan’s ears which made the doe-eyed boy laugh.
Luhan nods and pokes his finger on Sehun’s cheek. “So, that’s why you’ve been grumpy towards Minseok,” he teases as he continues poking the boy’s cheeks. “You look so cute when you’re jealous.”
The blonde boy looks up at the sky and huffs “Who says I’m jealous?” which made Luhan giggle more.
“Stop it, Lu,” he warns, taking the brunette’s hand away from his face and turning to glare at him which the boy just laugh at.
Sehun once again turns his attention towards the night sky as he cards his free hand through Luhan’s locks. “Oh look! A shooting star! Lu, make a wish!” he blurts out which made Luhan stand from his position and close his eyes. Luhan does the same and he was about to wish silently when he heard Sehun speak.
“Dear shooting star, my wish is to be with Luhan until the rest of my life. Please give him to me. Or if you won’t let him be with me, then you can just…….. Can you just please let me have him this is my wish anyway. Please take care of him when we’re not together and please stop him from making fun of me when I’m jealous and grumpy. I love him so much, please grant my wish.”
By the time Sehun finishes saying his wishes, he turns to look at Luhan and smile only to find the boy staring at him. “Hyung? Is there a problem?” he asks looking concerned. “Didn’t you see the shooting star? Weren’t you able to wish? Come on, I’m sure there’ll be more,” he states as he reach out to brush Luhan’s fringe away from his eyes. The brunette looks like he’s so close to tears and Sehun starts to get worried.
“Hey, Lu. It’s okay. We’ll find more, don’t be up-“
“I fucking hate you, Oh Sehun, I really fucking do,” Luhan mutters before cupping Sehun’s face and closing the distance between them. He kisses him hard and Sehun can feel tears on his cheek so he pulls away from the kiss to see Luhan crying.
“Hyung, don’t cry. What is it? Come on, its getting colder, let’s go inside and talk.”
He stands up and offers a hand to Luhan who gladly takes it. By the time they got inside their apartment, hands still intertwined, Luhan pulls him and claims Sehun’s lips once again. His hands snake on the younger’s neck as he guide them through their bedroom. Once Sehun is seated on the bed, Luhan climbs up on his lap not breaking their kiss and licks his bottom lip. Sehun opens his mouth to let Luhan in, a moan escaping his lips as the boy deepens their kiss.
“Hyung?” Sehun calls out as he cards his fingers through Luhan’s honey brown hair. The older resting his head on Sehun’s chest. Their breathing even and their body tangled together.
“I love you, Sehun-ah,” Luhan says as he close his eyes and smiles, sleep already taking over him.
A smile makes it way on Sehun’s face, his eyes forming crescents and he place a chaste kiss on the crown of his boyfriend’s head.
“I love you, too, Luhan.”
I’m thinking out loud
Maybe we found love right where we are.