The girl hears herself yelling and wakes up from a nightmare. She lays there with her eyes closed feeling her heart beating like it is going to jump out of her chest. Her legs and arms feeling weighted as if she has been running and pushing for a long time. She takes deep breaths in....... out....... in....... out....... until her heart slows ( Read more... )

Why is it when I am trying to become more positive in life something comes along and brings me to my knees? Right now I wish I could just curl into a ball and make a nest of blankies and pillows and never come out until I die.

I guess it is just hormones and things will look better tomorrow or the next day but shit right now how I feel is the

I hope all that read this know how much I care about you. I wish you all the best for the new year ( Read more... )

Insomnia ( Read more... )

Your result for The Golden Compass Daemon Test...

Shy Loving Soul


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Your rainbow is shaded pink.

What is says about you: You are a grateful person. You appreciate everyone around you. You are a good listener and your friends are glad to have you around in difficult times.

Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.

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Ahhhhh....

The joy of taking your night meds and a pain pill together when inordinatley upset is awsome!

Remind me to not watch sappy love stories and expect it to be just a story with a sappy plot. I hate being reminded of my emotional self when I start feeling blue.

mmmmmm

Yes, I broke up with Bob on Thursday ( Read more... )

I have insomnia. Was on one type of med, Trazadone and I would take 1 and have no effect, take 1 1/2 and still barely any effect, take 2 and I couldn't wake up. Now I have been switched to seroquel and 1 doesn't work, matter of fact I wake up every 1 1/2 hours. 2 seems to work ok but I still wake up a few times a night.... Took 3 tonight, lets ( Read more... )