yo yo not much here. havent updated in awhile. I guess when a lot has gone on, I get lazy trying to write it all out. Plus, things haven't been going that well in the life of Emily B. But I guess that is just growing up for you. Right now I'm homeless...crashing at Meola and Ryan's. Ryan is a new boy in my life that I've been dating. He's pretty ( Read more... )

Sooo I figured out a few reasons why I've been pushing potential guys away. Lately I've been putting up mad guards..and I think it's because when I sleep with different people, it makes me feel like shit about myself. There are stages that we go through, and I out grew mine a while ago. Every time I sleep with someone random, I just hate myself a ( Read more... )

ahhh *cries* I'm so looooosssssttttttttt and my brain hurts. not in the good way either.

tonight was okay. FINALLY did the organizing I wanted too in my room; went to work @ 3 where the guy ELi didn't show up..so I had to do the whole shift by myself. Eep. It was okay though. Harvey, this other guy I work with came in and closed for me and let me leave at midnight. I've realized that every job has a perk...for whatever comes with the ( Read more... )

i hate my fucking life and that im not fucking doing anything to make it better.

time is here, and presently it is passing from the future ( Read more... )

SO now we are in the calm sign of virgo, thank god. It always gets a little heated and dramatic sometimes during the rule of Leo. Anyway, I called up my ex-bo in Portland to wish him a happy birthday. Man. Why am I so hung up on all my ex boyfriends? they are ex's for a reason. So anyway, Mary and I are going on a random trip to Maine this weekend ( Read more... )

life still sucks. who wants to go to maine this weekend with mary and i?

life sucks.

damn ( Read more... )