What a damn good birthday. Thanks everyone!

first and foremost: i'm back ( Read more... )

gone from 7/7-7/19
my birthday is 7/20
eh

Today at Elias' was the shit. More houses in Park Slope need to have pools in the back. I'd tell him to his face but we're not talking so I'm sure we can discuss it in Hawaii. I was going to go with someone else last year, so I made plans then and everything, but that...didn't work out....but I'm looking forward to Elias 24/7. Oh god we're really ( Read more... )

guess who's back for a week!!
cell phone is on and ready.

Am in the Canary Islands. Not much to report, except they have not retained any of their local culture since they became a huge European tourist spot in the 70s. That´s ok though. Gary´s done well in the bridge tournament, and the only reason that I´m online is because Sara´s sleeping and our hotel room has a beast of an air conditioning system, so ( Read more... )

Crap I'm so ok one minute and then not ok the next. The funny thing is that I'm not mad at him at all, I'm just really confused and sad, and I wish I knew what I did wrong. I mean...I guess...I hope he's happy. Really. Heh nothing to do but try not to focus on it, and I mean I've got the entire summer ahead of me to just kick back, relax, and have ( Read more... )

i'm baaaaaaa-aaaaaaaack!
i feel so much better, i snapped or woke up or something and was like "wow. this is kind of lame. text messages are really lame. what kind of pussy have you turned into, laura? you hate monogamy, stop pretending that you like it." so now i have all this pent up energy. i'm leaving for the canary islands on saturday, i'll be ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do with myself. i'm just sitting, staring at nothing. i want to sleep, but i'm scared of having nightmares like the ones i had last night. i'm just confused and lonely. and i keep crying so my eyes are staying all small and beady, it's like i have little mouse eyes. this morning i woke up and i thought that the past 24 hours ( Read more... )

this has to be one of the most painful things i've ever felt, it feels like someone is tearing my heart out. which, i suppose, is what's happened. i'm such a fucking basket case, i've used up like 5 boxes of tissues. i can't believe that someone that i have (had? i guess) such intense feelings for could be so cold ( Read more... )