The Dark Ages come to a crashing halt

[wicked_adrena]

I deleted, edited and reworked a lot of my entries. I kept them genuine, and subjective to the feelings they exude, however I cut out a lot of entries that I felt lacked importance to my past emotions. I am doing this because I am trying to get in touch with the person the I use to be. For the past couple of months I've been nothing but a void.

Comments

[music_is_life08]

i am one who cant really understand because idk the person you claim you 'used to be.' but i think the person i know now is smart, beautiful, and pretty much brilliant. You say that you 'used to be' this person but everyone goes through changes or phases like alexis said. this was a big year for you and you have to try to adjust and find yourself in all of it. you're not supposed to come to leave college the same peron you came. everybody changes but the challege is to make it one for the better dear.

[wicked_adrena]

Thankies! But the thing is, its not really a phase, its more like a frozen accurance, I can't classify it specifically as a phase because absolutely nothing is happening, its more like things are deteriorating, not necessarily changing. And at the moment its not for the better in the least, and thats why its kind of fustrating because I do want to leave here better like you said, however at the rate/pase/whatever the hell I'm going it seems like that is nearly impossible to happen.