I don't even know why I'm crying. This is the stupid-ist thing in my life that I ever been upset over. I suppose I'm crying because I'm an over-emotional moody stupid female right now, who has piss-poor planning skills, and knows jack-shit about organizing and sticking to a schedual. To top it all off I dunno weather tommorow is an A or B  day.  I ( Read more... )

Today was okay, I got a lot of rest, I stayed home today, because my mother wasn't feeling well. So basically I missed 3 full days of Euro History because of my mother, and the test might even be on friday. I have to steal angie's notes, and I still have notes from her, that I really need to return and still get copied. I did go to school at 5:00 ( Read more... )

It's finally happened, it was inevitable. I'm hit. It was three (or possibly four) against one. I've been battling, and blocking, and fighting the good fight, and at the end of the end it broke through the very last force of resistance I had. When I finally thought I was able to relax and put down my arms, it hit me with it's last futile arrow, and ( Read more... )

IT'S FINALLY FANTASTIC FRIDAY!WOOOOOOOOOO! On thursday I was feeling pretty good, and before math, I saw Brad walking to his class next door, and said "Brad!" he looked around to see who called him, the waved and said "Hi!" Then later that evening I went to Dairy Queen and split a banana split with Steph, then my mother took us for take out at Red ( Read more... )

I dunno, I mean I really don't know. I should be upset, but I just don't care. It's like, what the hell? Honestly, what the bloody fucking hell? Why should I feel that my life and hard work amounts to nothing because I don't see the first letter of the alphabet on a sheet of paper? Why should I cry? Why the hell does my life amount to letters on a ( Read more... )

THIS WEEK WAS SO FUCKING AWESOME! This was a whole week that I was just happy, that nothing could ge me down, wheather it was home life or school life, I was just happy! I mean I didn't even think it was possible to have two happy days in a row, but I had a whole week!
Okay, on Monday, I was so nervous, I had an acting monologue to do, and I forgot ( Read more... )

On thursday, wooo, thursday. On thursday, in the usually dull and predictable English class, the lights were off because a dull movie was on, and predictably I was the only one really watching it. But unpredictably there was a not so dull knock on the back door(the class doesn't have a front door, honestly.). Anyways as the door opened, a bright ( Read more... )

This day was stupid. There is no other word for it. I mean it wasn't easy, but it wasn't hard, and it wasn't cool(like any school day is cool), it was just stupid and unimportant. A waste of fucking time and energy. When I came in my house I just changed and fell asleep. I was so fucking tired, and my mother woke me up at 9:00PM and I turned on the ( Read more... )

Fuck that stupid Pirate Day Entry, I'll probably write it......................never! Anyways, Yesturday I saw Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, IT WAS THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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A new time has come: where proud upstanding trees have fallen, bright lights violently blown out, buildings blown into dust, and water held captive by the winds beat down before us. Even in the mist of the disater, and as primitive living becomes truth, there is a beauty and oddity that surrounds it. Never has anyone known the look of the midnight ( Read more... )