my life at the moment is a total mess. a good mess though. if thats possible. and for once i am not in control of everything. someone else is, and thats scary ( Read more... )

my friday night will somehow work out like this ( Read more... )

that would be a great title for a record, if only i was in a band ( Read more... )

Hurting people has become this badge of honor, a medal ( Read more... )

i put myself in odd situations.

i missed trains and one phone call. i think i was moving in slow motion today. i saw mouths move up and down but the words came out wrong. on the train ride home this lady with an insane amount of red lipstick on smiled at me, and i noticed there was some on her two front teeth. i just stared blankly and thought "why the hell are you smiling?" i ( Read more... )

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Certainly an ipod and new shoes won't fill any emotional voids or anything...but they help, ALOT.

only one more day of first days. one more day of introducing yourself. and one more day of trying to get a seat in the back. i'm worried about my introductions though, because mine are super lame. i guess nobody really listens to them anyway, atleast i don't. so i'll just hope for that. i'm not one for first impressions. and i have no story. i didn ( Read more... )

waking up to the noise of someone mowing the lawn. the scent of newly cut grass. the shock you feel when you step on hot pavement with your barefeet. bbq. laying down in the grass. star gazing all night in the cemetary. water fights. riding bikes. jumping off of Chippee bridge. stealing your neighbor's car when she was on vacation. driving around ( Read more... )