tmi?
So I'm on birth control. I have been since the beginning of this year. Well lately, I've been smoking. Just ciggarettes. Kool's menthols to be exact. I'm a little worried how this will affect me. I'm supposed to get my period today or tomorrow. So far, there hasn't been one sign. I'm trying to just not think about it. But right now, I lit another
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yes. it is. At least here at home I can't smoke. I almost did the other day. Nearly just lit up a ciggarette in my room with my mom down the hall.
oh how funny...
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All I can say is that I'm sorry you're hurt and that everything is confusing, and that you're not just happy like you used to be. Hell, my relationship didn't last half a year, we weren't even best friends, I'm not sure we were friends at all, we didn't spend nowhere near as much time together as you and Erik did (do?), and I still think about him (even more often lately, I don't know why), I still wish I did some things differently, I wish he felt differently, I guess I just wish some things were different.
I think your plan is good, to move on slowly, to meet new people. That's kinda my agenda too, I just want to find some new friends, try new things, not be afraid to live.
And you're right. We're young, we'll figure this whole love thing out. (Okay, we probably won't, because I don't think anyone does. But we'll find a way to deal with it, okay? *g*)
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Erik and I decided to hang out still so we wouldn't have a bad break up. I'm not sure if it's smart, but it's mostly working. I know I'd go crazy if he had broken up with me and never called me again.
Hey, if we don't figure out love now there's no law against marriage when you're 50! hah...
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