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[fredburkle]

I tossed and turned all night long and barely got any sleep. I felt so bad for making Spike stop, but I just...wasn't ready. I was, for all intense purposes, a virgin and I just felt that I should get to know who I am before I gave myself to Spike...or anyone for that matter. I watched Spike sleep at one point during the night. He didn't sleep long

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[buffys_bitch]

Don't sleep much. Mind is all abuzz with thoughts, none of them all that pleasant. Remembrances of past wrongs, things I should have done, or shouldn't have. Things I wished I'd done and didn't. No rest for the wicked, ain't that the soddin' truth.

Things are awkward afterwards, I get Fred some breakfast, bully a demon into fetching for us. Can tell she's embarrassed about last night. Probably just glad it never went any further. Not with me at any rate. What do I have to offer her anyway? I'm dead, have a pesky drinking problem and an highly combustible in sunlight. Why do I keep doing this to myself?

We head back into the sewers, hardly speaking to each other. I don't know what to say to break the tension, and she seems happy just to let things lie. Better not to make a big deal out of nothing right?

"Spike...we should probably talk..." I turn around, unsure about what she wants to talk about, but before I can say a word she yells for me to look out, and tackles me out of the way, just in time to see a big metal pipe with

[fredburkle]

I nodded. Wood. Right he needed wood. Vampires die by stakings...ok. I was scrambling around in the dark of the sewers trying to find any wood I could when the other vampire jumped on my back. I screamed and rolled over on my back. He let go and I jumped up and ran to get away from him, but he grabbed me by my hair.

He snarled in my ear, "You're gonna taste great, bitch." I saw a piece of wood on the floor by his foot as he started to go to my neck, so I stomped on his foot, elbowed him in the stomach, turned and kicked him in the junk, and when he bent over I chopped him as hard as I could in the throat. He fell over backward and I grabbed the piece of wood. Jumping on him I jabbed the wood in his chest before he had a chance to looked shocked.

I turned around and saw Spike fighting with the other one. He wasn't in trouble, but I didn't want him to end up that way, "Spike!" He turned and I tossed him the wood.

[buffys_bitch]

The vamp I'm kicking gets a nice clip to the head but before I can follow up with a punch, the first bloke bellows at me and does a barrel charge, shoving me back into the wall, pinning me there.

I try to get leverage to either knee him in the gut or elbow his back but it's tougher than I'd bargained for.

Then I see the other vamp go after Fred, he has her by the hair.

"Oh, balls!" I yell, trying to push the big guy off of me to get to her. Then the vamp she's with doubles over in pain and I know what she's done. Good job! I chuckle at that, and concentrate on my own attacker. He pulls back puzzled at my laughter which gives me the just enough room to get in two jabs to his ribcage. He stumbles back with a grunt, then takes a swing at me. I duck under the arm easily, he's strong but not as quick as I am.

"Spike!" I turn in time to catch the piece of wood Fred chucks at me with my right hand. I start to play with it, spin it in my hand and grin cockily at the vampire who now looks a less sure of the fight

[fredburkle]

I gave him a big grin and nodded, "I'm great. I'm better than great...I'm...awesome. I feel...energized." And I really wanted to feel Spike's hand all over my body again. Was I a freak for wanting him to kiss me when we were both almost killed? Maybe...maybe not, but right then I didn't care