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[goddess_illyria]

I was able to walk through four worlds simultaneously. I lived lives like taking breaths. I was death and life, pleasure and pain, power and weakness to a horde of creatures. I was worshiped, loved and desired by gods. I was the bringer of darkness and the creator of light. I was all things to all things. And now, I walk the streets of a filth-

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[wickedslayer]

I was practically seething as I took the longest walk around the city that I could. I didn't wanna go straight back to the hotel, and Cordelia with her questioning looks. Wanting to know why Wesley was in the hospital. Although apparently she'll be too distracted by Angel to really give a fuck. There was a plus. But another reason not to go to the hotel. Gotta let someone have their happiness.

I was just thinkin' to myself that I might try and head back to the hotel when a familiar blue figure snuck up on me. Hadn't seen her in awhile, had to wonder what was up with that.

"Illyria. Hey." I said, stopping in the middle of the alley I had been walking down. "Where you been keepin' yourself these days?"

[goddess_illyria]

"I have been attempting to rid myself of thoughts." I walked closer to her and stared at her. "I have been killing demons without thought and cursing myself at my actions." I glared at her, "You stink of disappointment and pain. Emotional pain."

I looked down the alley and then back at her, "You also stink of Wesley." I stood behind her and stared, "You give too much of yourself to him....he makes you weak."

[wickedslayer]

"Thanks for making my night extra cryptic." I said sarcastically as I started walking again, this time with Illyria falling into step beside me. I hadn't seen Illyria in awhile. Well the last time I saw her was when she busted me outta that place. But what with the shooting and running I really didn't get a chance to say hey. So it was even sometime before that before I'd seen her. Kinda weird how long it takes you to get used to her again.

"Wesley's in the hospital, after I tortured him. Guess that would explain the stink." My voice was bitter, as my eyes strayed around the darkened street.

"Thought maybe you bailed outta town, hadn't seen you in so long. I think I kinda missed you." I smirked over at her, knowing how much she hated any kinda of emotional attatchments. Hey, I gotta get my kicks in somewhere.

[goddess_illyria]

"You and your human emotions make the flesh on these ridiculous bones crawl." I walked away from her and then turned back around, "You cannot miss a thing when it does not want to be near." I made a face, "And yet I see that you only say such things to torment me."

I glared at her and pointed to the sky, "I was once a great leader, able to reach my hand up and pluck stars from the heavens. I could rearrange their pattern for my amusement, and yet now...I stand here...in this filthy, vermin riddled street...with a human."