I understand the whole, needing to rant thing...c'mon, it's me after all. And yeah, blaming WWHS is just so easy to do, but they really aren't the root of ALL evil, take what you can get from it and move the hell on. The fact that they came up with such a random reason to blame the school is even more specially retarded. Since when does THAT school recognize intelligence, and since when is a school supposed to? One of the ok things about WWHS is that you pick your own damn classes, they don't put you in learning levels like honors, they let the students pick chose. *Sigh* oh well I suppose, things will turn out as they may, at least she's out of your hair for a little while. Is Brandon still going to West Warwick? If not, you won't have to deal with any of it too much longer. I guess that's it for now, :-) Smile, life's beautiful.
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anonymous
March 9 2006, 22:02:18 UTC
Ok, I must be the dumbest fucking person on this goddamn earth. Ryan friggen ims me for no reason, being the bearer of low self-esteem as ALWAYS. He tells me, oh my sister got into Brown today, like I fucking care! Why are you telling me this? Why do I want to know that you're sister, who cannot possibly have the stupid college-friendly credentials that I had, got straight out accepted to a school that is ranked almost equally as the one I got waitlisted at (albeit I am now attending the school). No, I do not want to know this, yes it makes me feel like shit, no I don't ever want to talk to you again, yes, this makes me hate and disrespect Brown just a little bit more and then this is the conversation as it ensues
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I'm not blaming anyone at all, and I'm not being lazy, so please shut your fucking mouth. You don't get it, and you never will because you haven't had it as bad as I have when it comes to depression. The people who actually KNOW what they're talking about, the ones who gave a shit and bothered to talk to me to find out what was wrong, know that it's not anyone's fault, and that it's some chemical shit. I know we've been raised well, and that I had no reason to be as whiney as I was, but that didn't change how bad I felt. The doctors said that with how bad I was, there was no way that I could've been able to handle school, even if I was in sped classes where they just fucking color, and they're right. That, and I had no choice in what the hospital did when it came to school. I don't want to be stuck doing it all over again in a sped school disguised as a nicer regular school. So quit acting like you're a trained fucking psychologist and stop bitching about me when you hardly even speak to me in the first place.
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