Gah Damn Kill That Shit
Weed has absolutely no effect on me..I don't get it, two hits off a cig and I'm dizzy, two huge fucking hits off a joint. Nothing. It's weird. It just leaves this fucked up taste in my mouth and thats it. I had a pretty good day today, took a lovely World Geo. test today, probably failed that, learned that were doing something wack in art again, and then I went to lunch with Laura, Amber, Rainbow, Lauren, and Beck. I need to start doing that more often, Amber cracks me up, and so does Rainbow but thats only because she was high. My mom pissed me off though. She'd been messing with my phone and she broke this peice off it that keeps the wire's under it so it doesn't sit wrong on the table and shit, and then she said she didn't do it when I know damn fucking well she did. I hate it when people lie to me, if you just tell the truth I wouldn't be so fucking pissed about it but nooo lets all lie to Ashley because she's too stupid to figure anything out anyway. Stupid my fucking ass, I'd be near the top of the class if I wasted all my time doing homework and studying instead of having fun. Like I'm going to do that, these are suposed to be the best years of my life not the fucking worst. Whats wrong with wanting to have fun? I don't know people are so stupid. And I seriously think I hate Jon now. Meg fucking changed him so much, I don't even know who the fuck he is anymore. He used to be so nice, and he'd never act like such an ass. I don't know maybe its just me. About a week ago this chick named Ashlie got on my other friend Ashlie's screen name and she was pretending to be her and it just really pissed me off because the Ashlie that had the screen name died and I was just so fucked up that day. I hate it, I hate my life, and I hate this fucking town. I just want to get out and do something with my life instead of being stuck in this low life town fit for fucking hillbillys. This has got to be the worst time of my life, and I can't find a tear left to cry.