saturday night ( Read more... )

my emotions have been bouncing up and down like a rubber ball today ( Read more... )

right now i am just filled with how wonderful it is to just be at home with my family. my 3 year old is using me as a jungle gym as i right this, hubby is messaging my foot, daughter is telling me about her day.
just had to put this down.
so simple and yet so for filing.

I hate wanting something I cant have ( Read more... )

I hate moments when I questions everything ( Read more... )

*cynical* Life is a journey ( Read more... )

It's amazing how when you have been in pain for so long you forget how sweet it is to just be ok - to have all the important stuff in your world in a good place or moving in that direction. It's not winning the lottery or getting a promotion at work - it's just loving and being loved and knowing, trusting *smiles* deep inside you that you are where ( Read more... )

TRUST . . . that is something I have always thought of myself giving or taking from other people. But lately I find myself wrestling with trusting myself, my heart ( Read more... )

Ok, so here is my first go at publicly airing all my BS. Running on about 3hours sleep,so maybe not the best time BUT what the fuck! My life has felt like a soap opera for the last several months (or at the worst, a bad epposode of Jerry Springer) so why not emmortlize it.
SO vertaul world BRACE YOURSELF!!