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[wicked_wiccan]

Tonight. i got forever things off my chest. i explained everything to tiffa. On everything, almost, that bothered me. I overlooked some. forgot them. I was feeling better to get it off my chest and knowing that we could work through our problems. Then i thought about all i have said, knowing that i had plenty more to say, and realized how pathetic

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[tiffajade]

I love you so much and i know it will all be ok....you need time to sort things out and i understand

[wicked_wiccan]

i am such an ass. why am i so angry. why cant i make these tears stop. Why am i doing this to tiffa. I dont deserve to look upon her ever again

[orionzmoon]

thiz old self wouldnt be like...me would it

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[magik3x3]

Wow, you sound like I used to. I loved being the emotionless person that was always calm and never felt anything, but now, I'm not so emotionless, and I'm beginning to feel things a little. I don't like it, because I feel like I'm losing my power. I think I'm becoming "normal". Everyone who knows me knows that I'm definitely not normal, but then again who is? I'm losing my power, and what's so bad is that I know exactly where it's going to. Magik's taking it all again like he did before. I have become so intertwined by Christina (my girlfriend), because when you care for someone you don't want anything bad t happen to 'em, and I've been holding back all my true power so that nothing bad would happen to her. I've not shown all of me, even though she asks me to, I know I can't. How could I? I'm a shape shifter, a cloud. I can take the form of anything, like water. How can I show her everything I am? I can't. I've decided to limit my shape shifting abilities to a few a month. I used shift everyday, then I saw how it effected her so I

[wicked_wiccan]

orion. we are similar in ways. new and and me. over time though not as much. we hav taken different paths. magik. you connect to me on so many different lvls but the difference is still there. I want love. but not everything that comes with it. And i want tiffa. I am prepared to give up anything for her. I only want her to be happy. If she is happy then i am happy.

[wicked_wiccan]

there is something i cannot believe. Everytime i mess up. Every time i dont do he right thing. It doesnt matter. Tiffa always forgives me. I love her so much and she has to care for me too or she wouldnt put up with me. I am lucky to have her. I am grateful to whatever force sent her to me. Please, may i never take advantage of her kind innocent ways