Dill is moving on monday. its finaly hitting me. i want to cry but have make up on at work.

sigh. =(

so the last week or so has been good ( Read more... )

I dont want to be here. I want to be anywhere else but here right now.

I want to be at disneyland or the beach.

But on the weekends I can barely drag myself out of bed.

i am alive. i need a new bed desperately.

its cinco de mayo. im gonna be working on scholarship and job applications tonight.

woo.

every day that i was with him, good or bad, i thought of you ( Read more... )

i'm sorry. i'm sad and then again i'm not.

we're over. we've been over.

im sorry i've hurt you. i never meant to.

i went from wanting to die on Friday night to ( Read more... )

ugh. i am so depressed.

I'll stick around - Foo Fighters

let it die - fiest

far behind - social D

hariline fracture - rise against

diluted - slipknot

vitamins make my tummy hurt. my dad is a jerk sometimes.

why did i call him last night.

sigh sigh sigh. mondays suck.

now HE's being all weird and cryptic. I chalk it up to being sick. but still.

i am horn-y. sucks.