I don't know what it is about matt but he makes me break down.

Like I can't breathe without you next to me.

However, it is fading. It doesn't have as strong a grip on me as it used to.

We talked finally this morning. I dropped him off monday with $100 bucks at daniels and haven't really heard from him since. Tuesday nothing, Wednesday for ( Read more... )

Is there thunder storms, rain,  and 97 degree temperatures.

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so the birthday was decent. not totaly suck ( Read more... )

my foot itches.

dear life at the moment,

you suck.

that is all.

-me.

i want to get up early and go down to the beach and rent a bike and just ride. just cruise.

like we used to when we were little.

i miss that.

FUCK ANXIETY! 

is just one of those days ( Read more... )

i've been having odd dreams lately.

two in particular.last night i dreamt that my kitty died. i was really reallly really sad. i had a kitty funeral and gave a eulogy. i talked about how my kitty loved Jesus and prayed, so i knew i'd see her in heaven.  i woke up crying. see picture for proof my kat will go to heaven.
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