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[wickedfuck]

how i honestly feel huh??? someone asked me that the other day and I give off the typical smile and lame answer like "oh i'm ok, really" well you want to know what. NO I am not ok. and NO I am not getting better. this whole weekend off was suppose to be all about me, and well let's just say I had more time to think, which is not what I want. let's

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[six66mike]

I joke lots because overall I'm insensitive and fairly mean towards other people but maybe you got him a birthday card too soon. Isn't his birthday really December 25 or something? :P

Seriously though, you're not crazy, pathetic, trying too hard nor do you need help. You need a vacation! Yep. A week to 10 days away from smoggy California where you are far away from everyone else and you can go back home after all that time with a fresh mind and fresh start, a new outlook on things. When you get back you can just lay down the law hardline style and say "if you don't like this then you can eat this" while grabbing yourself like an Italian mobster.

I will say one thing though. You need to pig out on some serious junk food :P Geeeeeez I got the letter this week and I'd be afraid to hug you whenever we meet.

Talk soon, time to work!

[akosita]

you've made me want to cry.
yes time heals wounds but it leaves scars which are just memories of what has happend.
i'm not sure what you're suppose to do so i'm not going to tell you. just vent for time being.. i think is all you can do. <3

[wickedfuck]

well things seem a little bit better. yeah i am hurting like hell, but i'm not trying to cover it anymore. i know its not good to keep it all in and I don't want too. thanxs mikey for reminding me to eat more. I am its just that at times i'm really not hungry. and sita, thanxs for everything. seriously!!!!!! you make work a better place to be. hey maybe you should be Sita, the most magical place on earth..........ok ok so maybe its a slogan for Diseny, but still.