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Sep 16, 2004 18:51


Why do I have to be so different from everyone else. I hate how being myself isnt enough for me. That fucker who screwed up my self esteem when I was little has fucked up so much of my life. I don't know why I pretend to be so strong at mind. If I was to have never of moved to this coldasac I wouldnt be so fuckin negative about meself. That fucker ( Read more... )

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yourpoultry September 16 2004, 20:28:36 UTC
Maybe you should see a psychologist. You could sort out your problems.

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unfoldedmystery September 16 2004, 20:55:05 UTC
Hah. Ya right, I've don't that and it got me no where. Eddie, I don't know what happened back then, but just remember it was then. And you are who you are, and that is Eddie Ferris who is a SUPER RAD PERSON! I had a fucked up childhood too, some things you wrote sound very familiar. I don't talk about it though. But you're okay, you and I both know you are. Your stellar man! :)

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wickedman September 16 2004, 22:21:34 UTC
haha thx chelsea.

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wickedman September 16 2004, 22:26:28 UTC
I am. Im gonna make an appointment tomorrow.

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shlee_was_like September 16 2004, 22:37:06 UTC
eddie! i wuvvv you! please dont be sad : ( you are soo extremely awesome... and you should have helluv self esteem. YOu are BAUM! i mean hey...you are my cousin!

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wickedman September 16 2004, 23:36:49 UTC
lol thats true. thx Ashley.

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_genderfucked September 19 2004, 00:23:50 UTC
Haha says the person with the teary icon.. Seems ironic I dono. Anyway. EDWIN do not fuckin worry, I love you and I don't know what you're talking about by this person in your area but I'll kick thier mutherfuckinass mmmkay?? TELL ME THESE THINGS. I CARE ABOUT YOU!

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wickedman September 19 2004, 00:25:04 UTC
I love you susie! You alwys know what to say haha. Ill let you know who it is.

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hmmm uthinkyouknow September 17 2004, 19:01:50 UTC
i think.. i dont know.. eddie. i like u how u are right now. dont hate who u are now. ur liked by so many people.. if u want to adjust some things only do a little. cause ur good as u are.- erica.

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Re: hmmm wickedman September 17 2004, 21:55:05 UTC
Okay thx Erica haha

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anonymous September 25 2004, 00:28:22 UTC
I don't feel like logging in, but I think you'll figure out who this is. Edwin, I know of one person in our neighborhood that is actually bad-news. I've been here for about two years and I know that. I hope to something bigger and better then all of us, that it wasn't him who did this too you ( ... )

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wickedman September 26 2004, 12:15:03 UTC
*Tear* Thanks sooo much man. I think that really really helped. I dont know if I'll do that because I'm scared shitless of whenever I see the kid. but thanks so much and haha your music is good! I'm very open minded to many things if you havent noticed lol

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