i think  i FOUND SOMEPLACE TO LIVE. right next to Forest Hills Cemetary, with a move in date of possibly June 1st ( Read more... )

i was a fool to believe in anyone.

edit: or myself. but survival mode says i have to. so that's what im going to do. try to hang on.

it's so hard to make it; for every inch we get we need a mile more.
but there is always so much distance, can't but feel it somehow, & you have never ever felt it like you feel it right now. I'm closing off inside and ( Read more... )

BIG D AND THE FUCKING KIDS TABLE:

March 10th

The Roxy

Boston, MA

w/Anti-Flag, Alexisonfire, and Set Your Goals. All Ages, 5pm.

UM SCORE? something to brighten my shitty last semester of school!
Now i just have to get my hands on their new CD. i know i know, ive been a terrible fan, but i've ( Read more... )

Well, no one did a good job convincing me otherwise, so i bought a digital camera.
Sold my other one to a happy Brian for teh cheap.
It is quite the sex. and so is my boyfriend for aiding me in the purchase of it.
Now i can take good reference photos. and vain ones. oh noes.


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And God asked the feline spirit "are you ready to come home?" "Oh, yes, quite so", replied the precious soul. "&, as a cat, you know I am most able to decide anything for myself." "Are you coming then?" asked God. "Soon," replied the whiskered angel. "But I must come slowly for my human friends are troubled. For you see, they need me, quite ( Read more... )

Okay. Enough of that crap.

The sun sets behind our building, but it reflects off of the houses across the street, so sometimes it's like its right infront of me.
It makes me smile when i'm running on  no sleep.
I tried to go for a walk last night, to ease my mind (before the previous post) but it was so effing cold. i only made it as far as the park ( Read more... )

Where do you go when you don't belong anywhere?

zomg. yes. ive been saying it alot. but with good reason ( Read more... )

Trying to hold onto something that i thought was real for the past two years of my life, while trying to make everything else in the future not so painful.

Sometimes i wish Waddles was real, and a little bit bigger.
Then he could wash himself (because he's very dirty from so much love)
and tell me that i am loved,
and that someday things will be

i think whenever im super upset im just going to remember that

When you thought that it was over
You could feel it all around
And everybody's out to get you
Don't you let it drag you down
'Cos if you ever feel neglected
And if you think that all is lost
I'll be counting up my demons, yeah
Hoping everything's not lost

my first all nighter of the semester? ( Read more... )