i get extremely pissed off really easily, and about the stupidest stuff ever. i should work on that.

ok so just when i think ive found every awesome song that jason mraz has ever written, i stumble upon yet another song thats just...well, here ( Read more... )

I just...and its like...and i mean....and i....and ive been....*head spins around* GRRRRR!

id punch the wall if i wasnt positive id do more damage to my fist.

im way to exhausted/wound up/angry/sad to fully update, but all i really have to say is that guns have absolutely no place in this world.

picture it.

the soft glow of a night light on the wall.
the lights of new york city stream onto the bed in a dark room on the seventh floor.
and a little blue music box plays over, and over, and over...

im so fucking ridiculous it makes me even more sick than i already am.
im a complete fool, and sleep might stop me from wretching all over the bathroom, so i think ill go to bed.
goodnight.

so i made it all the way to my car this morning before bursting out in tears. well it sorta went like this. i walked out into the parking lot, leslie and dan were saying their goodbyes in his car, and claire was waiting for me at mine. so i unlocked the door, she got in, i got in. as im sliding into the seat, claire says "are you ok?" and then ( Read more... )

ok, so even though i feel like a complete idiot for keeping this up after all this time ( Read more... )

so im freaking out. and i dont know why ( Read more... )

+ good times in nyc with nutrageous and almond joy ( Read more... )