i woke up today to the worst charly horse of my life...it lasted for like 5 minutes and i rolled around in my bed trying hard to make it stop..finaly i started yelling and my mom came in and i wiggled my toes and that made it go away.....it was 10 something...im already absent from school..its now 11:30 and i still feel drunk...its driving me crazy ( Read more... )

Well I redid this journal because I'm a big retard and I'm in love with myself...yeah anyway I was feeling really boring as usual so I made it all white and simple to match my amish/quaker lifestyle.. And if a certain person wishes to change any of the colors or text, you know what you can do? yeah, you can go through that code yourself BECAUSE I'M ( Read more... )

sitting around in claaasssss blah blah blahhhh..yesterday those same rednecks came and talked to me and Krystina, and they tried to be just as retarded they left though after i hit on them...i twirled my hair with my hand on hip and said "you ever made love to a boy in a green shirt before?" and they were like CHRIST and walked off..krystina said ( Read more... )

my friends i am holding weekly bible study..please bring your friends and children and friends children


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all i did today was eat...i wish i was fatter..then when i rolled around id feel like another person was rolling around on top of me..it would be like having sex 24/7...i went to the bella vista lowes type place today, i went in for my mom to pick up some kind of paint roller thing i dont know..anyways the first girl i was ever in love with worked ( Read more... )

i rented 28 days later and Jerry Seinfields Comedian (not a well made documentary....i watched them alone, as alone as i am when i take walks alone..alone..i imagined this pretty girl sitting in my room with me, in my papasan chair from pier 1 imports (i know i know FLAAAAAAAAAAMING), and i wanted to sit in the chair with her, but i was too shy, or ( Read more... )

booooooreed out of my mind..i feel lonely now and i havnt felt that way in a long time..i mean not like IM LONELY NOBODY LOVES ME..like..im so bored, there is not one sound in this damned house..its crap too, my parents are gone celebrating there anniversary and i have the house to myself and nobody to ask to come over ARRRRRG ARG ARG ARG ARG..well ( Read more... )

sitting in class sitting in class..god i hate computer application..anyways the computer next to me is down because they found porn on it..i looked through the pictures with mrs kersey and i was ilke..whoooaaaa is that a nipple? i think sooooo..and then all the kids came over to see which made her mad and then i got to miss out on the porn *sigh ( Read more... )