I'm missing my long hair. Although I must add convienant it is to have short hair. I had forgotten about that. Half a squirt of shampoo instead of 3 and 5 minutes in the shower instead of ten. But I miss it long, I miss tying it back and I miss being able to hide behind it. I think I might grow it out. not so long this time however, I'm ( Read more... )

I kind of want to call her. I searched for her last night and found her, now I kind of want to call her. SHe's going to NAU in flagstaff and I found her phone number. I guess it still makes me a freak, 6 years after the fact. Maybe I'll just do it, and laugh about how I was in love with her for so very long. maybe she'll laugh that I was in ( Read more... )

Christmas is coming, the goose is getting fat, please put a penny in the old mans hat. Greg, Kris and I put up some christmas lights a week ago, and thanks to a total group poor sense of judgement, we did it at night, in the rain, and without a ladder. Heh, heh, heh, crazy kids. To top it off the staple gun I had just bought was acting like a ( Read more... )

I looked in the mirror and saw myself a million times. I looked harder, seeing the me I was as boy of nine, boy scout uniform on, cowlick cursing the slopes of my forehead. Round headed smiling boy, two teeth missing from the front. Who was I? I did not know what was coming. I look again and see a me that has all the wisdom of my years, and I ( Read more... )

Last night there was a meteor shower. Kris, Pam, Josh, myself and a few others went out to Silver Lake to watch it. I hung out with them for a few minutes, but then Pam and her friend started smoking and everyone was sorta talking about nonsense. I sort of felt the moment was better than that. SO I wandered down to the lake by myself. There ( Read more... )

Some days when your hands are too cold and you listen to Fire and Rain and imagine you have something to be nostalgic about, but someday you can be nostalgic about this. You brush your hair and tie it back and wonder if it really matters, why brush it all. Why put on clean clothes, why brush your teeth, why even get out of bed. And you can’t ( Read more... )

I'm dying. had a cold for just about a week now, it's really starting to piss me off because it's killing me. Can't breath, can't swallow. Wish I were dead, but don't want to die ( Read more... )

Got my hair cut today. ALysia came over wiht Maegan and did it for me. It's shorter now. I'm not quite sure how I feel about it. It looks the same, just shorter, and now it won't go so easily into my collar when I ride. . . but it needed to be trimmed, it was getting a little long. I'm going to call up PSG either tomorrow or friday to see ( Read more... )

I'm not in love. Didn't even get in crush. And to my knowlege no one is in love with me, so I'm batting a thousand at not succeeding. But thats one hell of a record if you think about it ( Read more... )

So I'm checking out a customer, as in, taking their money in exchange for goods and services, not being all "Look at the tits on her", and a dog walks in the door. Cute dog, a little scruffy, golden retriever mix sorta dog. He walks around the counter and opens his mouth dropping twenty dollars at my feet. I take it, cash out 18 dollars worth of ( Read more... )