I hope this isn't friends lock, because I need to show a few people this. You have a crazy way with words that showed the highs and lows of this fandom. It was great. I sat back and lurked most of the time but I made some really crazy friends and ran into the funniest people I would ever know at the shows. A+++++ post, besides NKOTB, just reading your lj, is so much fun, informative and so raw. So I thank you for sharing and always being around. You make me smile, you make me laugh, you make me take a step back and try to be a bit nicer to people. Xooxoxoxoxoxx, alwayssss, Vanessa.
Nope, it's not friends locked. :) I made it completely public for a reason.
There's so much more that I want to say, that I want to try to explain. I wrote this up in about 10 minutes though. But then I think about it and hey... this is how I feel so why not just put it up here to display.
Like I said, there's still so much left unsaid. What it's like being on the outside of this and looking in? Or better yet, being on the inside of this madness and looking OUT. It's crazy. It's been crazy! But it's been a DAMN fun ride. :)
(*hugs*)
I promise to be on LJ more. Lookie me! Already easing myself into this. lol
I don't know you - but now i feel we do.. Your last sentence summed it all up: This is not just one year of memories tied around my index finger it's 21 years of them wrapped around my heart. From Magic Summer to Full Service
I just finished reading your blog after watching the webcast (for the millionth time) and reading tweets about the last show. I'm almost speechless about the whole thing. I really didn't think it would hit me this hard but I'm really brokenhearted about it. I'm crossing my fingers and sending vibes out to the universe that this isn't over. That they wouldn't completely leave us after a year and a half.
With that said I feel like I've made some really great friends that I'll have for a lifetime. I've made connections with people from all over the country that I wouldn't know if it wasn't for 5 bad brothers from Beantown.
And you're right, no one understands the love, care, concern or commitment like another Blockhead!
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There's so much more that I want to say, that I want to try to explain. I wrote this up in about 10 minutes though. But then I think about it and hey... this is how I feel so why not just put it up here to display.
Like I said, there's still so much left unsaid. What it's like being on the outside of this and looking in? Or better yet, being on the inside of this madness and looking OUT. It's crazy. It's been crazy! But it's been a DAMN fun ride. :)
(*hugs*)
I promise to be on LJ more. Lookie me! Already easing myself into this. lol
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<3 you, longas. YOU KNOOOOOOW I LOVE YOUUUUUU!!! You're the one thing I have that's truuuuue!
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<3 you more longas. I'll be loving you forever.
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This is not just one year of memories tied around my index finger it's 21 years of them wrapped around my heart. From Magic Summer to Full Service
Thanks for the memories...
kate w..
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With that said I feel like I've made some really great friends that I'll have for a lifetime. I've made connections with people from all over the country that I wouldn't know if it wasn't for 5 bad brothers from Beantown.
And you're right, no one understands the love, care, concern or commitment like another Blockhead!
Thanks for sharing your thoughts,
Zandra
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I really hope it´s just a short good bye & not another one for 15 yrs.
♥ you & hope u are ok.
*hugs close*
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