Things are still flowing... I can't say I'm ok but I present that things are just wonderful. I am still dwelling on the facts, but I just have to realize this is out of my control. There is nothing I can do, and there is no way I can change anything. I should be focusing on my new job. I need to get it through my head that she's better, I am just ( Read more... )

It goes from being fucking wonderful to total shit. I am getting sick of this god damn rollercoaster ride. All I can think about is what I didn't do or what I didn't say. Everyone is telling me to think of the good things, the good times. I remember all these things, but yet the things I didn't do or say keep coming back and haunting my thoughts. I ( Read more... )

Life is good

and so am I....

:)

Time to play Chess... again....

Josh is amazing!

Dentist app. this morning, so I stayed home all day. It was nice. Then talked to Josh for a little but after he got home. Of course I had to play some chess after that and I dominated 2 games. Once against Kevin and once again Deano. Then Dean kicked my ass. Thats all right though cause after I get out of the shower he is going to get his ass ( Read more... )

So this guy that I have liked for a while asked me out yesterday. It was pretty sweet. So of course I had to say yes. But its just cool cause he's a fun guy to be around. I hope this goes ok, which it should. I am pretty happy about it. But thats the latest update... :-D

So I talked to that dude I like tonight. It was pretty great. He is so awesome. I wish he was all mine, but its not like that is going to happen :-/ Dang. Anyways I have to go to bed now, and hopefully have good dreams about that special person... :)

I like some one special!! and they don't even know it. This Great!! I kinda wish he knew, but then again I would be embarrest... Its a great feeling though to like someone different, and it not to be awkward.

Kachina wants me to try to hook her and Nick up. I am not sure how I am going to go about that cause the information I got was that he ( Read more... )

Yay schools out!! but only for a couple days :( thats kinda depressing....

But anyways I think I have plans for this weekend which is kinda exciting. I just hope they go as planned... darn...

Darn, I need to figure out what I am doing this weekend...

HELL FUCKING YEAH BRITTNEY IS IN TOWN!!!

My life is getting so fucking boring. I don't do anything but sit on my ass in one room in my house or another. I barely ever leave, unless I leave with a family member to the store real quick. Its quite rediculous. I need to start getting out of the house. God damn I can't wait till spring, cause then I might get off my lazy ass and go somewhere. ( Read more... )