Blah Blah Blah.... Happy Fucking New Year...

So I didnt do anything today eaither. I went to Grand Haven for a couple hours but that is about it... I also painted more on The Fairy. I think it is coming along nicely.

Meghan didnt come over again like she was suppose to... figures...

Going to bed cause there is nothing better to do....

Didn't do anything today. Nothing worth while like I was hoping... I just painted a lil more on the Fairy. Talked to Alex for the first time in like 4 days. But thats about it ( Read more... )

I have mixed feelings for someone who doesn't deserve it. How could this be?? I guess this is how it always turns out to be....

So later I am hoping to do something worth while.... but when does that ever happen??

Nothing new... just sitting home being bored...waiting for Alex to call.... or someone at least...

Peace out...

Hung out with Sally all day yesterday. It was.... different for a change ( Read more... )

Christmas is going good. I get to drink rum and egg nog with the parents. This is great! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

So last night there was a pre christmas eve party in my brother casey's room. It was quite enjoyable. I got the chance to play quarters for the first time too which was a new expirence ( Read more... )

I just wanna drink my sorrows away....

Also me and my brother were fighting eairlier and he kicked my ass.... after I almost choked him out... it was great cant wait to fight with him again....

Pissed off at the world again today and its only 10:30! What the hell is wrong with me these days.... I know what it is... but thats something we don't speek of ( Read more... )

I hate him so much! I swear I am going to kill him. He is going to ruin everything we have going for us. He doesnt give a shit about anyone but him. I wish he would have suceeded when he tryed to kill himself the first time.... or I hope he would try again ( Read more... )