I am sad.  I've been sad all week.  I dont like being sad.  it is going to be a very long winter.

I just had a weird bus ride home.  I was sitting there and al of a sudden everything felt different, like sometimes you know when you have the deja vu-y feeling ( Read more... )

k so....4 in th morning....why the hell cant i sleep.  I 'm totally wired.  i have too many projects on the go....im nervous about going back to school.  Excited but nervous.  I'm glad i started back with only 3 classes and am going to keep working at the same job....It means i dont have to settle for wither working part-time or going to school ( Read more... )

I love visiting the States.  They have Target.  It was a wonderful weekend....I am glad to behome so i can get osme sleep, but ti was wonderful visiting and of course shopping.....i shouldnt be allowed in malls or stores or out of the house.....but it was a wonderful trip.  i just have to not spend any money for the rest of this month ( Read more... )

Ive been feeling awfully wonky lately....and yes i said wonky it happens to be the best word to describ the me of the past week and a half or so.....My brain has not been functioning right......things that i should know are jusst lost and i stand there looking stupid trying to remmebr a absic thing like a street name.....ive started getting words ( Read more... )

I had a wonderful weekend....I got lots of exerisice slept in 2 days (whixh i havnt managed to do in over 2 months)....Hung out with good friends...met some new people helped friends finish their place watched some movies....helped out at church....ate real people food without feeling guilty....although i probably should have thrown some veggies in ( Read more... )

I have so many plans for this summer and next year....a year of firsts....moivng out really on my own....going camping....going back to school.....visisting friends going to wedding(s) ithink i can only make it to one which is too bad, but i just cant afford to go home twice ( Read more... )

I have to get my stuff in order....I did not go down to Seattle again this week (as in i did not go last week or this week). It is sad but a good decision i need to pay of my mastercard and get my life together before i can make any fun plans ( Read more... )

so i am back to not having a computer all the time...It is sad....I like having a computer....I will be buying a computer soon, as im going to need one next year....and hell if i dont get into at least the college i applied to im going to be moved out and needing a computer anyway ( Read more... )

I had a shitty day....I locked the keys in the van at the nearby mall and had to walk home for the spares and walk back....it wasnt nearlya s bad as it could of been....i just feel very stupid ( Read more... )