its hard not to cry when i never got to say goodbye

[wiink]

well today i went to my lovely friends funeral which was the worst thing ever. the thoughts i was thinking and the feelings i felt were unfair and i am sure a lot of other people felt them too. i just remember all the good times we had all last year and through summer, she was one of the only people who ever fully understood the way i am and now i

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[ebonydreams21]

i am so sorry about your loss, i dont know what its like to lose a great friend and i can't imagine. things will get better
~erin

[search_4areason]

im sorry derek...i dont know what else to say but everyhing happens for a reason

[crush88]

baby, stephanies right, everything happens for a reason and im sure the reason had to of been important to take away someone so young. Not everyone gets to say goodbye but one day when we die too, if theres a heaven you'll get to see her again and never of had to say goodbye. You'll get through this and i'll be by your side the whole way.

love,
cait

[preciousreality]

i know we talked about this earlier, but you know you can always come to me if you need to talk. you'll get through it derek.

i hope you feel better.
love
kailyn

[dyn_o_mite]

i'm really sorry derek, and i hope you feel better, no one should have to go through that
<3 brit