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(1) Your gender: Female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: No
(4) Want to be?: No
(5) Your birth day: May 29th, 1987
(6) Age you act: depends on the situation
(7) Age you wish you were: 25
(8) Your height: 5'1 maybe?
(9) The color of your eyes: Brown
(10) Happy with it?: Yes
(11) The color of your hair: Brown w/ blond highlights
(12) Happy with it?: Yeah, it looks pretty good.
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: Right
(14) Your living arrangement?: i live with daddy and big brother sometimes, and sometimes i live with mommy and step family.
(27) Your family: Well, theres daddy, and his 3 other kids ( Ricky, Stacey, and Ian) the theres me, then theres mommy, John(step daddy),Kevin(younger step brother) then theres sean( the step brother i kinda thought might be dead b/c we haddent seen him in so long)
(29) What's your job: School
(30) Piercings?: Earlobes
(31) Tattoos?: Nope. I'm not that good w/ pain and i heard it hurts to get them
(32) Obsessions?: Love
(35) Do you speak another language?: a little spanish, and alot of Susietalk
(36) Have a favorite quote?:"How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd. " - taken from Alexander Pope's poem "Eloisa to Abelard"
(37) Do you have a webpage?:No
DEEP THOUGHTS.. about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: Um, i try
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: sometimes
(40) Do you have any secrets?: uh-huh
(41) Do you hate yourself?: sometimes...but not most of the time
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: gah! no!
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: biting my nails, using my highpitched voice...
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: "awww,your so cute!" or " You're so adorable, Susie." And do you know how much i hate hearing all of that?
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Pink
(46) What's your biggest fear?: not being liked/loved
(47) Can you sing?: people say i can, but i dunno
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: uh, no
(49) Are you a loner?: i try not to be?
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: No! I'm annoying. if i were someone else i would kill me! To my friends: im sorry im so annoying.
(52) Are you a daredevil?: sometimes.
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Hate too many things to list.
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?:Mommy says im passive-aggressive
(55) Have you got a ?: a question mark? or a question?
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength- im not sure... weakness-let people into my life and heart that dont deserve to be there.
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: the fact that i keep letting assholes into my life/heart.
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: Love
(59) How do you vent?: driving...fast...
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: no
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Yes, but there are too many things to list...
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: so far...its had its up and downs. But yeah, for the most part its been good.
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Dont fall for the older college guy...he breaks your heart and doesnt give a shit after.
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: um, nothing really...but i guess i'll say...my smile?
(65) And least?: everything below my head.
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: err...not answering
(67) Are you confident?: no
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: This girl, Ellie, in a book i just read called Better then Running At Night.
(69) Do people know how you feel?: Not most. But thats b/c i dont let anyone know how i feel.
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: I dont know.
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: No
(72) Do drugs?: Nope. I even stopped my Zoloft...but the doctors dont know that...heh-heh
(73) Read the newspaper?: if its tehre and im bored.
(74) Pray?: No
(75) Go to church?: Yes
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: No, i let my brother have fun with that while i watch.
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yes
(78) Take walks in the rain?: If its not too cold out.
(79) Talk to people even though you dislike them?: I try not to.
(80) Drive?: Yes
(81) Like to drive fast?: Hahaha, yeah. Just ask Amanda, Tim or Rizz. They'll tell you!
HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: when i was little.
(83) Hurt yourself?: Yes
(84) Been out of the country?: Canada?
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: No, i dont think so...
(86) Burped?: quietly.
(87) Been unfaithful?: No
(88) Been in love?: *sigh* yes
(89) Done drugs?: no
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: no
(92) Had a surgery?: no
(93) Ran away from home?: No
(94) Played strip poker?: yes
(95) Gotten beaten up?: no
(97) Been picked on?: yes...everyone picks on me
(98) Been on stage?: Yes
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: No
(100) Slept outdoors?: yes...ugh, i hated it tho. All thos bugs! Ah!
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: many times
(103) If yes, what is your record?: i've gone i think 3 nights in a row with no sleep...god, that was crazy.
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: yes
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yes
(107) Slept all day?: yes
(108) Killed someone?: No
(109) Made out with a stranger?: No
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: No
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: Yes
(112) Kissed the same sex?: Hahaha...oh the blanket...*smiles*
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
(114) Been betrayed?: Yes
(115) Had a dream that came true?: no
(116) Broken the law?: speeding?
(117) Met a famous person?: they were kinda famous...
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
( Hey, what happened to #'s 119-145?)
(146) Stolen anything?: no
(147) Been on radio/TV?: yes
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: thos are scary
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: yeah...poor mommy freaked...then called my therapist...
(150) Considered religious vocation?: No
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: no...
(152) Bungee jumped?: No, but i wanna!
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes
CLOTHES.. and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: Converse, and...others....
(155) Brand of clothing?: i dont look for brands...i just look for things i like...
(156) Cologne/perfume?: i have a few i like...
(157) What do you normally wear to school/work?: Uniform
(159) Wear hats?: when i wanna look cute...
(161) Wear make-up?: sometimes
(162) Favorite place to shop?: lots of places
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: that one shirt that i like....
(164) Are you trendy?: kinda...
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: Yes...that way i can roll out of bed and already know what i have to wear.
BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: Yes
(167) Miracles?: Yes
(168) Astrology?: yep
(169) Magic?: um, how about the magic guy at the once place i was that one time?
(170) God?: God and i are having a bit of a fight right now...
(171) Satan?: yes
(172) Santa?: yes!
(173) Ghosts?: Yes
(174) Luck?: Yes
(175) Love at first sight?: no, thats too easy...
(176) Yin and Yang?: Yes
(177) Witches?: Yes
(178) Easter bunny?: yes
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: yes! and i'll find it!
(181) Do you wish on stars?: all the time...
LOVE.. and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: No
(183) Do you remember your first love?: that asshole
(184) Still love him/her?:no
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: No
(186) What do you find romantic?: Candles, chocolate covered strawberrys, roses...
(187) Turn-on?: Guys all dressed up...i think they look hot!
(188) Turn-off?: lots of fattness, BO, and most of all...bad personality
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone?: No, personality is more important then looks.
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed their interest in dating you, how would you feel?: Flattered and awkward at the same time...
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: Knowing them
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: i thought it was now...
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: Yes
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: I've been told that im cute...not hot, just cute...ugh....
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: They're cuddly and fun, and strong(most of the time) and can be quite protective of their girl...*smiles*
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:They can be over protective...not only of you, but reputation and social status...
(207) What's the last present someone gave you?: Bella! My build-a-bear puppy! She's soooo cute!
(208) Are you in love?: Yes, but scared to say so..
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: Hell yeah!
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: i dont pay attention to people as a walk down the street...im too busy trying not to fall or run into things...
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: Mine and Chris' relationship still haunts me...does that count?
(213) That you laughed at?: Tim...and my dad
(214) That laughed at you?: my dad...he's always laughing at me...
(215) That turned you on?: Tim
(216) You went shopping with?: Mommy!
(217) That broke your heart?: Josh...*sigh*
(218) To disappoint you?: Josh
(219) To ask you out?: Tim!
(220) To make you cry?: Josh
(221) To brighten up your day?: Tim...and my dog...
(222) That you thought about?: Tim...and Josh..
(223) You saw a movie with?: Tim. I see all my movies with him...
(224) You talked to on the phone?: Tim
(225) You talked to through IM?: Travis
(226) You saw?: daddy
(227) You lost?: Rose...*sigh*
(229) You thought was completely insane?: Me
(230) You wanted to be?: Amanda
(231) You told off?: some stupid person...
(232) You trusted?: i dont trust any more...
(233) You turned down?: that Jeff kid...kinda...
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU...
(234) Smiled?: Today
(235) Laughed?: Today
(236) Cried?: a little while ago
(237) Bought something?: yesterday
(238) Danced?: a little while ago while listening to music..
(239) Were sarcastic?: this morning...
(240) Hugged someone?: this morning...
(241) Talked to an ex?: few days ago...it didnt go well...
(242) Watched your fave movie?: a few weeks! eek!
(243) Had a nightmare?: havent had one in a while...
(245) Talked on the phone?: Today
(246) Listened to the radio?:err, thursday...
(247) Watched TV?: weds. maybe?
(248) Went out?: Last night...
(249) Helped someone?: today
(250) Were mean?: the other day
(251) Sang?: im always sing...i sang for the dog a little while ago..
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: I don't know.
(253) Said "I love you"?: when i got off the phone with tim...
(254) Missed someone?: now...and i think he hates me....
(255) Fought with a family member?: i dont really fight with them..i just ignore them...
(256) Fought with a friend?: i dont know...
(257) Had a serious conversation?: a little while ago
(258) Got drunk?: over the summer with Josh and Travis. That summer was the best ever...i miss them both so much right now...*sigh*