I've noticed lately that i really like the way my life has been going. Im happy and I feel really strong. I love my job and my health has been improving. Sometime though, it scared me. Its almost like things are going too well. I guess I should just not worry and live as well as i can ( Read more... )

i really miss have uv reactive hot pink hair. i used to smile whenever i looked in the mirror because, well how can you not smile when u see hot pink hair ( Read more... )

so im learning how to make music using NiKs equipment. i dont think i will ever be able to figure out all the synths and processors and compressors but at least im getting an idea of how music is made. it gives me a little more appreciation for it ( Read more... )

sometimes i really cant stand my dad. he always has to hover over me when im filling out legal documents and tell me i can sign things that i know im not supposed to because the info is wrong, then he flips out when i tell him im very by the book as far as law and stuff like that go. grrrrrrrr ( Read more... )

last night was just another reminder of why i dont go to "raves" anymore and go out to clubs instead.

there is no love in that scene and its disgusting.

it has come to my attention that people who dont know me have things to say about what i do/dont do ( Read more... )

hi!! howz everyone been? me? oh super ( Read more... )

i wish i had something to do right now. but i dont ( Read more... )

last night was one of the best nights of my life. i got to see scot project at and amazing club. he played his own stuff and basically cloed his set with overdrive. the feeling and energy coming out of him and his music was enough to send rushes through my body that reminded me of orgasms. i did not stop dancing and just cant not even explain what ( Read more... )

so yeah i think im going to quit my job. i have been trying so hard but blaaahhhh. i decided to start acting like myself instead of keeping who i really am wrapped up inside because it was makeing me miserable. when i did this people at work basically stopped talking to me. they said im too weird. i responded with "im weird to you because you are ( Read more... )