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"If you just set out to be liked, you would be prepared to compromise on anything at any time, and you would accomplish nothing." Margaret Thatcher

i spent today by myself, and i'm not lonely, it's great. i woke up at the fine hour of 1pm, to eat a glorious brunch of scrambled eggs, tater tots and waffles with cool whip, syrup, and strawberries, with friend erin. we discussed divas, agreeing about a serious error. apparently britney spears is a diva. NO. whitney houston and mariah carey ( Read more... )

it is late, 5am, and i am awake because i have been studying economics. slowly, with progress, but there is still a daunting amount of stuff left to absorb before monday at nine am, with sleep and a meeting for frosh leaders to fit in there too. not to mention necessary music/dance/food breaks. tonight i also watched sex and the city with ( Read more... )

no dice.

will try again later.

i guess i may as well write. but what do i have to say. i'm so angry, i hate it. should i just try and ignore it, will that work? tell myself i didn't really want it? because i'm pretty good at doing that. trying to prove to myself that i "really didn't want it that that badly anyway," it being a goal, but it applies to people too. nonono ( Read more... )

today i woke up feeling good and motivated to work. i told myself that if i got some studying done then that would make me continue to feel good. i knew i shouldn’t think about it any further than that because i’d end up thinking that i didn’t care about economics and therefore should not waste my life with it. but really i’m not even sure if ( Read more... )

i'm just taking a break from the quad party, this massive ordeal of 26 kegs of free beer. i don't understand why everyone is so happy. i've had two beers and i'm feeling it already, but it's making me feel sick. i'll probably keep drinking because it's free. alan is going out to buy liquor that doesn't make him feel sick at the lcbo. i guess i ( Read more... )

fucking up a test and not being too upset about that. here's to that. well what am i going to do. i stayed up ALL night studying for it. it was the only studying i did for it. maybe some sleep would have been good, some earlier studying probably would have been. i was busy running around the three essays i wrote last week, all handed in late ( Read more... )

how do you treat someone who has previously snubbed you but is now acting friendlily to you, and seems even to want become friends? in the past i've just been nice and carried on - in fact, worse than that, i've acted just as nice to people while they continued to ignore me in conversation. it still seems bitter to refuse the friendly gestures of ( Read more... )