nothing is going on in my life. well, nothing of interest anyways.

i await the end of school. and am a prisoner in my own home. thats all.

blah.

i cannot even hardly touch the surface, when explaining my hellish life, but i can try. if anyone will listen. first up, ever since prom, the daily thing has just gotten worse. its like each day is worse than the one before. which means, each day you see me, its on the worst day of my life. *office space* that describes it in a nutshell. but if we ( Read more... )

its been a while since ive written... not much has really happened... except for prom ( Read more... )

i have found a new stress buster. screaming. at the top of my lungs. until i almost feel so dizzy that i can sense my complete nothingness. i dont scream at anyone, though. i just scream. *chanel is my scream friend. we do it together in her car ( Read more... )

sooooo... i had in interesting email from derek last night, except it was in stupid email lingo that i couldnt read.

shit, the bell just rang... ill write more later.

*clowns in blow up bottom pants.........*

frickin a ( Read more... )

wonderboy, take me away from the mucky muck ( Read more... )

i am listening to the luckiest by ben folds and im so peaceful right now. i could just close my eyes and die right now. its complete bliss ( Read more... )

okay. im finished with my stupid denial. yeah. i liked derek. okay, its out. so there. and he made me believe once that he liked me too ( Read more... )

the cop came right before we ate. he was smoking a cigarette and was acting like he was stoned... kinda strange.... he got out of the car like he had no idea of what he was doing, seized the purse, and started pawing through it. then he tried to show off his guns. he was being a complete dumbass... showing off and stuff. what an idiot ( Read more... )