I was scared. Scared for Krakcer. And that sounds weird. But I was terrified that he was going to do something. and get in trouble. I may be way off base, but he seems like a good guy. Filled with alot of hatred at the moment, but still ( Read more... )

I have a dress. It's shiney, purpleish and it has beads. yay. I also have a date that wants to wear Duct Tape. yeah ( Read more... )

Sitting here. Thinking about how much I must suck for this to happen not once, but twice. A lot is that answer. Probably somewhere beyond beyond words. Stupid self pity. go away. leave me alone. I don't need pity ( Read more... )

Today was fun. I went to Steak N' Shake with Cathy and Sarah. I saw two guys, *ding ding ding* Gaydar like whoa. Sarah said "Kelli don't call them gay, it's not nice." I said "Sarah, if they are gay then what does it matter if I say so? And if not being called gay by me is a compliment. So it is a good thing ( Read more... )

Every one go look at my icon. I like it. And it makes me gigge all insane- like. Go look.

If people could hear the music in my head that would help them understand me better. Because basically that is all that is in my head.

Yesterday I had a conversation with my self in my head and then I found out that I had actually had it out loud. That can't be good.

Cathy, it's probably not nice but hey, what can you do?

I practiced today. Cleaned up some stuff. Played some things that I couldn't play over and over again. Now they are memorized. so yay

That was horrible ( Read more... )

It's all "When it is convenient" with you. You like people, when it is convenient. You have a conscience, when it is convenient. You washed your hands of things long ago, when it is convenient. You are people's best friends and worst enemy, all when it is convenient ( Read more... )