"We are half-hearted creatures, fooling about with drink and sex and ambition when infinite joy is offered us, like an ignorant child who wants to go on making mud pies in a slum because he cannot imagine what is meant by the offer of a holiday at the sea. We are far too easily pleased ( Read more... )

Okay so the news i have isn't as happy as Christmas in July. Although i did self service myself by going no a fun shopping trip today...well attempted fun shopping trip. Bastards never have my shoe size! They wonder why i get so pissed ( Read more... )

A testiment of emotions I dont know how to express right now, i'm all goofy right now. It could be the book. I finally finished it today. Wrapped up in stories between, now and hundred years ago. People keep discussing things, past lives, and what we used to be, and where we go from here ( Read more... )

Where to start. I should like to note that i'm writing right now filled with some unresolved energy that needs to be expressed, expelled killed in a horrible fucking death, but i refuse to go outside and work it off, so ( Read more... )

Okay so i'm kind of a movie whore right now. Last night after 9 long hours i came home and my brother showed up. We ate dinner together and went to see the new harry potter movie. But we had to embarrass Ty-ty at his work place between din-din and the movie. I'm very blessed to know that my brother and I share such a silly relationship with one ( Read more... )

Anxiety Rears it's ugly head again. I all but fell apart yesterday and today. Went and saw two doctors today. one wants to give me shots. Even though i told them i don't like needles and would rather take my allergy medication in the pill the rest of my life ( Read more... )

yeah well i'm tired of playing the game. where it's almost like russian roulette...you know the game where you sit around a table with a revolver with only one bullet, and eat person has to hold it to their head and shoot....and the lucky one dies ( Read more... )

Alright so....Phil comes into my work place on Saturday and tells me that I have to go into school and clean up my mess from all the labs. And i looked at him and instantly jumped on defense and asked him what he was talking about, becuase Westrick told me not to worry about it, and that it was his job, becuase that's what he gets paid to do. He ( Read more... )

I'm really sad to let everyone leave. I'm pissed off at myself that i'm not better so i couldnt' go and say goodbye to everyoen last night at teh bars. Everyone's leaving, and i'm sicker than a dog at home with a sinus cold that won't go away.

I can tell i didn't get enough sleep last night, becuase driving into the sault this morning, i was full of news for my mom, about everything i didn't like....i was talking politics and goverment, and economy.  If you know me well you know that these things do not distribute out of my mouth freely or hardly ever!

I"m overly tired, i'm pissed off. I ( Read more... )