* k so i am going to be sad for awhile, for awhile there  i thought i finally had things right but i don't.  Now i have to re-think everything.  I need to re-think my priorities, my friends, my ambition, my everything.  I just feel so empty and lonely! And I am confused on a few descision and I don't know what to do! and im just so lost!...* ***>>> ( Read more... )

*How do you know when you can TRULY trust someone! cuz i am hurt real bad right now cuz i thought i had a good friend and i look so dumb thinkin this girl was actually my friend!*

* Wow it is wonderful to have good friends to make you feel good!... like no matter how bad you feel i have a few AWESOME friends that can still make me smile! haha! well i kinda did sumthing that i wou ldn't usually do...i kinda said my feelings towards someone... not too bad i guess...ill just have to see where im going...* ..*And even cooler i ( Read more... )

so yeah.. i bet life can't get any worse right now! i mean i bet it can but right now it sucks! or atleast at sumthings! *so i am letting go... just like that... for something that i have held on to for sooooooo long and sooooooo tightly i have to let go without doubt and without turning back! cuz if i don't... i will not make it.. i will be ( Read more... )

K so... yeah im broken...not hearted cuz it wasn't love, but i thought there was sumthing but now there isn't! im broken  or empty!...just something REALLY good happened to me this weekend and within a day it wasn't good anymore! not even close! or atleast for me it wasn't!... it just seems that when something good happens to me.... or like ( Read more... )

My weekend... *FrIdAy*-umm i went to the park with megan! hehe can then i babysat! i made 80 bucks! haha...*SaTuRdAy*- um well around 11 we went and got Tara! and then we went to target and found these awesome sunglasses! haha but we didn't want to spend the money! haha so then we went to the mall! and we just shopped around... we got sunglasses at ( Read more... )

To dream the impossible dream ( Read more... )

Gosh today was good, actually it was a regualar day until tonight! hehe!!!!! hehehhehehee! sry im happy right now! anyways! i have shout-outs to give! **0lIvIa~Omgah i don't even know where to begin! i have cried on your shoulders soo many times!!!! I am so glad that you are there for me! and im always here for you!!!**Megan~ O gosh! us italians.. ( Read more... )

Ugh... nothing good goin on... unfortunately... under a lot of stress right now! haha  you can tell by the zits on my face! hahaha... yeah so im questioning friends... it is really quite weird the friends i thought i knew .. well it feels like i don't know them, like strangers!... and maybe being the B.B.B (big bad b****) is getting old i mean i ( Read more... )

HELLO!... my weekend was good and cr@zy! lol! ehe well lets see Friday Megan, olivia, caitlin and i went to see miss cong. 2! ahah total fun! then we came back here ... megan and olivia spent the night! haha talk about being a lil open! hahahahha i was being cr@zy! hahahaha...so we went to bed at like 3  lol and woke up to 5:45!!!! we went to my ( Read more... )