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(1) Your gender: female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: yeah
(4) Want to be?: eh, sometimes im like no, sometimes im like thank the lord i am
(5) Your birthdate: 2.12.89
(6) Age you act: depends
(7) Age you wish you were: 25
(8) Your height: 5'4
(9) The color of your eyes: brown
(10) Happy with it?: sure
(11) The color of your hair: red
(12) Happy with it?: yeah
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: righty
(14) Your living arrangement?: at home with family (except sister who dorms)(ha same as RENEE)
(27) Your family: mom,dad,lauren
(29) What's your job: none at the moment...hopefully summertime waitress
(30) Piercings?: twi in each lobe and my cartilage
(31) Tattoos?: none
(32) Obsessions?: um, men and purses and money and makeup
(35) Do you speak another language? i take french and i know one word in polish
(36) Have a favorite quote?: When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us.
-Helen Keller
(37) Do you have a webpage?: lj and myspace both which i barely use sorry.
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: i try to
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: um. no?
(40) Do you have any secrets?: yes
(41) Do you hate yourself?: yes
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: no
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: yes
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: my boobs are nice
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: I'm happy I'm White?
(46) What's your biggest fear?: dinosaurs
(47) Can you sing: nope
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: nope
(49) Are you a loner?: im a loser
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: id rather be my friend then not..
(52) Are you a daredevil?: if i have my balls on
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yes
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: passive...or so i seem
(55) Have you got a ?: why then, with me there?
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? i can hide alot...im a sucker for blue eyes
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: id like to be more gusty you know so when i think people should kill themselves i can walk up to them and tell them i think the world would be nicer if they killed themselves.
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: beauty --if ur beautiful and strong you can get anywhere even if your unhappy.
(59) How do you vent?: jen, letters to no one
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yes
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: no
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: yeah, im still ticking, but im going to make it better
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: dont hold back, just do it and go for it, and smile even when you think you're about to die.
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: nothing. ive come to the conclusion that i do not have one single good trait.
(65) And least?: everything.
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: no, im really not, but i accept it.
(67) Are you confident?: yes
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: i dont know
69) Do people know how you feel?: not most
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: yes, infact it happened just this morning
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: no
(72) Do drugs?: no
(73) Read the newspaper?: sometimes
(74) Pray?: yes
(75) Go to church? yes
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: no
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: sometimes
(78) Take walks in the rain?: not really
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes, its part of life
(80) Drive?: yes
(81) Like to drive fast?: yes
HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: no
(83) Hurt yourself?: yes
(84) Been out of the country?: yes
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes
(86) Burped?: yes
(87) Been unfaithful?: yes
(88) Been in love?: yes
(89) Done drugs?: no
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: no
(92) Had a surgery?: not really
(93) Ran away from home?: yes
(94) Played strip poker: not poker..
(95) Gotten beaten up?: not really
(97) Been picked on?: when i was younger
(98) Been on stage?: yes
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: nah
(100) Slept outdoors?: yes
(101) Thought about suicide?: na, God will kill me when he wants
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yep
(103) If yes, what is your record?: dont remember...i just remember mucho tiredness
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: yes
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: mildly
(107) Slept all day?: yes
(108) Killed someone?: nope
(109) Made out with a stranger?: nah
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: nope
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: yes
(112) Kissed the same sex?: not in a sexual way
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: nope
(114) Been betrayed?: yes
(115) Had a dream that came true?: mildly
(116) Broken the law?: mildly
(117) Met a famous person?: politically i guess
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no.
(146) Stolen anything?: nope
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: mildly
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: nope
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
(150) Considered religious vocation?: no
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: nope
(152) Bungee jumped?: nope
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes
CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: lilu and sketchers and etnies and steve madden
(155) Brand of clothing?: my FAVORITE is INC but i havent actually BOUGHT anything, haha, well im going shopping over break.
(156) Cologne/perfume?: lots, i have a vanity filled.
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: uniform
(159) Wear hats?: nope
(161) Wear make-up?: yes
(162) Favorite place to shop?: PacSun,Macy*s,Nordstroms
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: my black blazer
(164) Are you trendy?: i dont know i think some things are stupid
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: i do and it feels like going to school in my pajamas so everyday i juss go in looking like shit.
BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: i duno
(167) Miracles?: yes
(168) Astrology?: mildly
(169) Magic?: yes
(170) God?: yes
(171) Satan?: yes
(172) Santa?: nope
(173) Ghosts?: idk
(174) Luck?: yes
(175) Love at first sight?: yes
(176) Yin and Yang?: no
(177) Witches?: no
(178) Easter bunny?: no
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: no
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: no
(181) Do you wish on stars?: yes
LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no
(183) Do you remember your first love?: yes
(184) Still love him/her?: sure, i dont know, it was kinda bad and im confused
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: no
(186) What do you find romantic?: EVERYTHING, like bipolar-ness
(187) Turn-on?: hands, little quirks, a little money wouldnt hurt...but now im actually attracted to a guy for...HIMSELF, its kind of weird to say that because with him it doesnt matter, but for anyone else it does.
(188) Turn-off?: typical guy
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: no, but i will put some judgement on them, because i dont want you know like a bum looking guy..
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: i say sorry and id ont really care
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: id rather get to know them now, because then you can see things more clearly.
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: i dont care, i do what i want, i asked zach out...he was the one who suggested i do it and i did and that worked out fine...well the asking part.
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yeah but wow did i think he was hot then
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: it appears as though they do
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: them being all big and manly and making you feel safe
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: them being all manly
(207) What's the last present someone gave you? my birthday
(208) Are you in love?: not yet
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: well, i'll go on who id like to be that person and yes they are gorrrrrrrrrrgeous
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: try and make eye contact
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: id rather not say
(212) You wanted to kill?: um, hmmm...couldnt i get in trouble for posting this?
(213) That you laughed at?: my sister
(214) That laughed at you?: my sister?
(215) That turned you on?: allleeen, eeeeee you should hear his voice<3
(216) You went shopping with?: jen
(217) That broke your heart?: Zachy
(218) To disappoint you?: myself
(219) To ask you out?: umm...like outout or just out? cause andrew asked me to hang out, but not like omg date me marry me.
(220) To make you cry?: everything makes me cry, and i dont wanna think about the last person to make me cry
(221) To brighten up your day?: Cara =)
(222) That you thought about?: Jen
(223) You saw a movie with?: Jen
(224) You talked to on the phone?: Allen
(225) You talked to through IM?: Renee
(226) You saw?: my sister
(227) You lost?: ugh
(229) You thought was completely insane?: Zachy
(230) You wanted to be?: Reese Witherspoon?
(231) You told off?: um, hes big?
(232) You trusted?: Jen
(233) You turned down?: well i didnt exactly turn him DOWN DOWN cause i need back ups..
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: just before
(235) Laughed?: just before
(236) Cried?: this afternoon
(237) Bought something?: ugh, idk
(238) Danced?: today
(239) Were sarcastic?: yesterday
(240) hugged someone?: yesterday
(241) Talked to an ex?: yesterday
(242) Watched your fave movie?: two days ago
(243) Had a nightmare?: i dont know
(245) Talked on the phone?: hours ago to Allen =)
(246) Listened to the radio?: today
(247) Watched TV?: sometime around dinner time
(248) Went out?: yesterday
(249) Helped someone?: today
(250) Were mean?: today
(251) Sang?: today
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: my bday
(253) Said "I love you"?: today
(254) Missed someone?: today
(255) Fought with a family member?: idk
(256) Fought with a friend?: idk
(257) Had a serious conversation?: today
(258) Got drunk?: ugh, its been a while
(259) Had sex?: im a virgin