I got an email from an old friend in Denmark.  Just the email alone has almost spurred me onto hopping onto a plane bound for Copenhagen!  I want to visit her so badly!!!  I'd love to spend a few months there getting to know their culture and her world.  But be proud of me I'm being responsible and staying put.  I tell ya when school is over I am ( Read more... )

often I walk alone in his world and but very recently I was joined by the most intriguing creature to cross my path (i'm almost convinced ever) and i'm not sure i will recover. 

Maybe I can’t trust her.  Why do I feel like she’s trying to get me back for something in the past.  What wrong have I done that I’m still paying for? 
She keeps lying to me about her and Ray and why can’t she just be honest with me?  She can tell me…god I need to just keep my mouth shut!!!  Why can’t I just be silent and listen.  Why can’t she let ( Read more... )

As construction on my parents house comes closer to it's end it has me thinking of my own building project.  I think I've finally decided on a plan, but of course it could change over the next few years.  Here's what I have thus far:

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against my window.  So I got out of bed, bundled up and went out on the balcony to inspect.  Tiny little balls no more than 1/2 a cm.  Sleet I believe you call it and I wonder how large do these little balls have to be to be considered hail?  Anyways my barefeet most unhappy with me carried me back inside to thaw.  I noticed the clock read 8:12am ( Read more... )

I had such plans for this 4 day weekend but the snow has impaired them!  Now I'm at a loss of what to do!  My apt needs a thorough cleaning which was in the plans for monday.  Oh and i could go see 300 which I'll probably do Sunday.  Tomorrow is the Heather Caston show 4-6pm so that has my evening and I'll probably find some irish bar somewhere's ( Read more... )

I always feel so calm after my Wednesday night class.  I wish I could bottle that feeling and when needed I could pull it from my pocket and take a little sip.  I've come to realize that I accomplish far more for myself when I'm alone.  Surrounded by those I love my own wants and needs become after thoughts as I absorb those of my loved ones.  That ( Read more... )

I rise and set with the sun.
The moon is no longer my companion.
The sun is a truer friend and fills my thoughts with hope and warmth.
The moon only gave me doubt and silence, Oh Beautiful moon!!!
But thy beauty is for lovers whose passions fill the night 
and never sees the darkness just beyond the light.

I keep a journal beside my bed in which to capture the thoughts that run rampant through my head at night.  If I capture them all on paper it allows me to sleep.  So these next few entries will be taken from said journal and span the events of the past few months. 

The measure of a man lies not in what is given to him but in the words and deeds done by him.  How much are you worth?