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Ashtyn
Its been a week today that I gave birth. Its so hard to let her go, tomorrow is her funeral. Lord give me strength to be able to say goodbye. I think as funny as those people are I see why people jump in to graves. Its hard to know that your loved one is in the ground. Babies are not suppose to die dammit!!
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Can't believe this time last week I was 5 months pregnant :( I miss my baby
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Lost
My heart is so empty, i, don't understand why Fod would take away, my baby when I have wanted her for so long! She was born at just 5 months at 4:29am March 14 and passed 5 min later. My baby while tiny is so beautiful. I feel so empty I my, tummy. This is going to be the haedest thing for me to do. I think I need help. I already feel myself ( Read more... ) -
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After a stressful week, Grant and I made it through. I really found the one! Even if I did want to stab him the other day lol
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So Grant and I moved into a new place. We really needed a place that was both of ours and not just mine. I'm happy we did that. I'm 17 weeks now and the baby is growing! I am so in love with this baby its crazy, I was born to be a mom!!
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The hunt is on
Well since we are not ready just yet to buy a house we decided to move to a nicer apartment. Its kinda hard to decide because everyone has specials but then after the specials the rent is high a fuck! Some places make you pay gas,water,sweage as well. We may as well get a rental house but the ones in our price range are often run down looking. We ( Read more... ) -
Holy shit!
Any mothers go through constipation when they were pregnant? Today I sat on the toilet for 45 mins waiting. It would get right to the opening and stop! Finally with my ass sore are a gay male virgin after his first time, I had to have Grant go get me a stool softner. I am now laying on my stomach in bed because my butt hurts. Pregnancy doesnt look ( Read more... ) -
Happy Birthday!
Well yesterday I turned 30 I still feel young lol guess that will change in a few months lol
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