i hate to bitch about my life because thats all it seems like i do. i mean i have it good: i have a great job, i have great friends, and a great family. i should be happy every second of every day. but for some reason i am not ( Read more... )

so yea, that about explains it. its 10 o'clock on a sunday and i am tired as shyt. went bowling with the guys last night. we usually bowl on friday nights but i got a call at 11 and it was on. i lost five dollars on a stupid bet at the end of the night but its all good. so yea, thats y im tired. oh and about 2 in the morning i gat a frantic ( Read more... )

it has been a while since i have written a journal but i feel it is time. i have been sick for 2 weeks and i am just now getting over it. i feel soooooo good today. life is good even though its not not good. does that make sense? what i mean is that i am happy to be alive but things are not going as i would like. the past weekend has given me ( Read more... )

just found out that my g/f is coming into town this weekend. at first i was happy then i started thinking about all the shytty times we have been having over this last semester. when she left for college we were inseperable. now its like we dont even talk anymore. heck we are 600 miles away and its just not easy. i thought we could last but im ( Read more... )

sometimes shyt happens and you dont know what to do about it. well today i have one of those problems. i think i just lost a friend. not just because im stubborn or act like an asshole sometimes but because i cant find the words to say on a damn journal 10 seconds after a conversation. and then to make things worse, i apologize and it doesnt ( Read more... )

some nights are worse than others. i have had a very bad night. first i studied for three hours just to fail a stupid ass test that no one in the world could pass. next i find out my girlfriend is going to study with LOGAN, who by the way is supposed to be this model guy with a perfect body. oh and did i mention this is the same guy that my ( Read more... )

o hmy what a time. i had a wonderful time. the cruise ship was 14 stories high. i couldnt have imagined a better venue for the perfect vacation. i mean think about it, i spent $1200 on the cruise ticket, i racked up a $400 dollar bill on the ship, i spent $200 on souveniers, and i wasted $300 in the casino, and i am still happy that i did it ( Read more... )

i am so excited. tomorrow i am headed to new orleans and sunday i am headed out for a cruise. 7 days in the carribean, what can be better? the main thing i cant wait for is bourbon street in new orleans. i have never been and i heard its the best party atmosphere ever. well i got a busy day: i gotta date;-) tonight. haha just kidding cuz she ( Read more... )

finally i am going to take a test that im looking forward too. tonight at 7 o'clock i am taking a history test. thats right i, shawn who hates history, is looking forward to a history test. not only is it a test, it isnt multiple choice. also its over 50 questions, and a couple of essay questions. yep i might fail. but i dont think i will, i ( Read more... )

I DONT UNDERSTAND U! U ARE THE MOST CONFUSING PERSON IN THE WORLD! I THINK I KNOW WHAT YOUR THINKING I I END UP BEING WAY OFF! Y DONT U JUST STAY ON THE SAME MINDSET ALL THE TIME ( Read more... )