sometimes having insomnia sucks. It's 4 am and I'm STILL wide awake...even after all the chores I did around the house during the day and a VERY busy and exhausting 6 1/2 hours at work tonight.

I need to cuddle.

I want out.

NOW

UMF actually cancelled school yesterday, understandable but still shocking. I'm hoping soooo bad they'll do it again today (even though they probly won't) since it looks like I won't be able to even get out of my garage, let alone my driveway. We're snowed in. My mom (who works at Mt. Blue Middle School) doesn't have school today, so I guess that ( Read more... )

no regrets

Things just couldn't be any better at this moment......well I could think of one way ;)

I love growing up.

so I'm feeling a ton better now....my lungs are still pretty fucked up but at least I can eat now and don't feel like shit anymore ( Read more... )

sweet....so I think I have mono again...I was pretty much coughing up a lung in Geology today..I'm going to the doctor's later today to see what it really is....but hey there's a positive side..I can't eat (well I can but it KILLS my throat) so maybe I'll lose some weight. heh I think I'm going to have to take the weekend off from work though..I ( Read more... )

and those feelings that I've always feared the most have returned...to torment me once again.

sometimes I wonder what's even going on in my life anymore, and more importantly who is in control of it.

I'm supposed to be at work right now, but since the roads were supposed to get really bad tonight my mom asked me to call and ask to have someone else take my 5-close shift tonight. I can't really complain about having a day off, but I feel so completely useless right now. It's 8 pm, I've only been out of bed for 7 hours now, but those 7 hours were ( Read more... )

It feels like it's been forever since I've even used a computer, although it has only been a couple of days. Ours was down for a while because we had viruses again and my brother wiped everything out and when installing windows back on realized he didn't have the cd key with him...so we had to wait for the next time he came by ( Read more... )