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Jan 15, 2006 00:38

So I thought I would update:

I have had a lot of up's and downs in my life. I have always suppressed most of my feelings. I am always in fear that what I might say to others might drive away the people that are around me. So that fear has driven me to be the quiet person that I am. I have always wanted the popular person, the one that people wanted ( Read more... )

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obscuredavenue January 15 2006, 03:12:50 UTC

::::hug::::

we need to talk soon okay?

hang in there.

wildrides05 January 15 2006, 17:43:44 UTC

thanks

we should talk sometime

oceanoazul January 15 2006, 09:50:39 UTC

Dear Michael,
Are we twins? Are we brain twins? Because evidence points to yes. I dont know if this actually matters to you or comforts you or whatever, but I know exactly how you feel. Even your best friends dont always really care what you have to say and if you say it they stop talking to you as I have once again recently discovered. And I have accepted that I will never be popular or fit in here. Oh well. It does help to stop caring. And I wont gossip or de-friend you because I think the same things. We can have a support group or something. I hope you have a nice day. I will talk to you later.
Love,
Megan

wildrides05 January 15 2006, 17:37:51 UTC

Thank you meghan, I think we might be twins. I think we both go through the same things and it is a shame that we must have too. You words did help. Thank You!

p.s. where do you sign up for that support group?

oceanoazul January 15 2006, 17:40:41 UTC

Well you know...its the one I made up in my head. I can add you to the list if you want.

wildrides05 January 15 2006, 17:42:50 UTC

sign me up

sunsetsinger8 January 15 2006, 13:42:25 UTC

You know what I've realized having been one of those people who try and go outside myself and change myself so that I will be more well liked and I can fit in with the popular people. It's NOT WORTH LOSING THE REAL YOU. In the end the more you try the further you get from being liked because you portray yourself in a way that people don't recognize you, the real you disappears. All that's left is this fake impression of a person striving to be something different from themselves. be comfortable with yourself and you will find friends who are like you and comfortable with themselves and they will be better friends than any of the people you thought you needed to change to impress or fit in with ( ... )

wildrides05 January 15 2006, 17:42:33 UTC

You right in everyway but I just want to make it clear that I don't expect people to be perfect and for them to be there every waking moment. However, I just want people to care about my feelings instead of just themselves because a lot of people around me just care about themselves. But you're right, life doesn't get easier you just have to tolerate it. Thanks! ~mike~

southernbelle38 January 15 2006, 20:24:24 UTC

i love my buddies---Chelle, you are so right on. mikey, what did i tell you!? She's awesome..

PS---Mikey, I love you more today than I did the day we met. Everyday I love you more. You are my hero, my best friend, and my biggest fan. You light up my life and give me hope to carry on....never forget that. I can only hope that I can bring a fraction of the love you've brought into my life back to you. I love you and I miss you--take care of yourself. ;0) d

pinkgurljamie January 15 2006, 20:44:55 UTC

Mike~ I love you so much and I hope you know that. When ever you need me, day or night, I'm your girl. You halped me through so much of the hard times I have been through that you have no idea how much you really truly mean to me. I have learned that although the world is just plain mean almost all the time that you can not let the world win. You cannot lose who you are, if people don't like you and if they treat you like shit they are the ones who lost. Why? Because you are an absolutly amazing person who deserves nothing but the best from anyone and everyone.
Love ya much!!! Jamie

wildrides05 January 19 2006, 15:59:29 UTC

Jamie, I really admire you. You have been through a lot of shit and still somehow keep a smile on your face. And I agree with everything you said and it really does help. Thank you, and I hope that the Variety Show goes well. I want you to know that even though I am not there in that auditorium, that I am with you in spirit and cheering you on every step of the way! Thank you Jamie! ~mike~