The times I need it the most… I can never have it…

Sometimes I think there is no point in smiling and laughing when I know that everything’s wrong.  There is no point in acting like something that I’m not. Sometimes I feel like I’m drowning, and I just can’t seem to scream loud enough.  No one can save me, because they don’t know the real me… I ( Read more... )

So on Friday I figured out that I’m going get a C in English. FUCK! That means I’m going to be grounded… for I don’t know how long… Well I was really not in a good mood third and fourth block… and Katelyn and Olivia could tell on the bus… So they came up IN THE RAIN to see me J yay I’m so blessed to have friends like them! So anyway we had lots of ( Read more... )

Let’s see…these last two weeks were so terrible I don’t even know where to start on that… well I read this book… and it was realllly good but it was also depressing/disturbing. But it was sad... and made me think… then I started crying and I like couldn’t stop... then later on I talked to Katelyn and figured out her weekend was much like mine…so ( Read more... )

I’ve given up on giving up slowly

I’m blending in so you won’t even know me

Apart from this whole world that shares my fate.

This one last pull you mention

It’s my one last shot at redemption

Cause I know to live you must give your life away.

And I’ve been housing all this doubt

and insecurity

And I’ve been locked inside that house

All the while ( Read more... )

Just sitting here… bored as hell.  Yea well I was grounded this weekend… fun stuff.  Did absolutely nothing pretty much just ate, slept, cleaned, and I also watched Lord of the Rings! Haha! So hopefully this weekend will be more eventful.  My aunts and stuff come on Saturday…. UHHH a bunch of little annoying kids! That’s just what I need right now ( Read more... )

What would you say if I asked you not to go,
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me.
Would you take my hand and never let me go.
promise me you'll never let me go

and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
these wishes I wished and these ( Read more... )

Hello livejournal! (lol Carrie)

Hmmmm… well, this weekend was great… on Friday all I did was go to the game… yea it was FrEeZing!!

Saturday I got woken by Katelyn calling me at freaking 9:37!! So yea... then later that day Katelyn came over… then we went to Katelyn’s house.  So then Katelyn Will and I went to the movies.  We saw Surviving ( Read more... )

Wow!! I’m in such a great mood right now!! J It’s been a while since I could say that!

Well let’s see... what happened this weekend?? Friday I went to the game with Makenzie, which was pretty fun, there weren’t that many people there... then I went home with her, and we ate, and worked on our shirts, and she fell asleep on her kitchen floor?? Lol ( Read more... )

Beauty in its rarest form-

Take a breath, and true live is born.

Eyes into the future and passion is seen;

And the melting of inner inhibitions in between.

Wounds sewn shut, eyes wide open;

Healing the cracks in a heart so badly broken.

But here we are, heart to heart,

Hiding from the monsters in the dark.

Wish on a star, wish and let cry,

For ( Read more... )

Okay!! Well this weekend...

Friday: Katelyn and I went to the game, and hung out with people and stuff, lol much fun!! I swear Nick Delozier is one of the funniest people ever!! Haha him and this little dude were having a rap off… it was great!! So yea afterwards my mom brought me and Katelyn to her house.  Later on Amy, Anne, and Jasmyn came over ( Read more... )