sometimes i get lost in my thoughts ( Read more... )

i have been feeling real odd lately ( Read more... )

somethings in life are unexpected ( Read more... )

so sean and i have been living together in grand rapids now for about a month things are good i got a job out here i like it so far the people are sweet too which is a huge plus. for some reason right now i am very frustrated i am not sure why or how it happened but i know that i am just not in a good mood i was gunna go home today because my ( Read more... )

well i just got off work for about 5 minutes till i have to go to my other job i have been up since 4 and i am sooo ready for bed ( Read more... )

why is it that the people you want in your life the most fuck you over the most hurt you the most and make you hate them the most. i am so tired of being a doormat one minute and the world to you the next. you constantly fucking fail me you are wasting my life my time and my love. i have never felt so stupid and used in my entire life. i swear to ( Read more... )

ive gone hours without thinking of all of this.
and now here i am once again writing in this fucking thing
why is everything like cat and mouse
why cant you just want something, get it and that be that
no complications no hassle
i want to quit the fuck out of applebees and pronto
i met a nice guy today at wrk
thats a first.

through out my very boring life i tend to have sparks of excitement ( Read more... )

i hate class and boys and girls
and work
and just about everything
i cant wait to go on spring break and i cant wait to be done with school
its sucks
all of it

one day i will understand what im really supposed to be doing.

well things suck right now but i know they will get better i have faith in that ( Read more... )