I sit here in front of this flickering little monitor wondering why i do this? why do i write in this ridiculous journal? and why do i structure it the way i do? and yet the answer is so blatantly clear ( Read more... )

I hate it... right now i'm looking at the screen of Jack's computer sideways... why you may ask? well, because I have my head stuck on an angle to my right. in fact i CANNOT move my head to the left at all... whats more is i'm having trouble walking and even moving in any manner with out excrutiating pain shooting through my neck. it's killing me ( Read more... )

Better to use your teeth to smile than bite... right ( Read more... )

A brilliant week... seriously, one of the best ever. So much; all good ( Read more... )

well it's been an interesting week ( Read more... )

click. click click.... what is that? ah, i know! it is the sound of my brain! My mind is buzzing away with so many thoughts that if i stop for too long i get very easily into a rutt of confusion. Not depression just a vague amount of uncertainty (dont worry its not another venture into the ambiguos, for one my face is no longer so red) but just too ( Read more... )

You know those absurd internet quiz things... well i entered my username into one of the "what are you" thingys (fuck i don't know what they are...) but anyway, here's the result:

NOTE: zNo smoking around will_fuchsia. Thankyou for your co-operation.
From Go-Quiz.comhmmm... mildly amusing ( Read more... )

I know; an overly dramatic title signifying the near end of the uni holidays... but i'm in a dramatic mood alright. It's not that i mind going back to uni... in fact it will be good; and i have had a reasonable last week (headed out wednesday night after rehearsal and ended up at metz/iso with drinks and dancing with Grace, Victor, Jen and at the ( Read more... )

Well here's my personal confession ( Read more... )

ahhh...at the moment i am eating a lindt dessert style tiramisu chocolate; t'is wonderful. I feel very good at the moment... i had a great day... in fact i've had a great past few days... here's hoping this feeling continues ( Read more... )