Just got back from texas. the reason for going was my grandmother, the one who had a stroke and couldn't speak, died. I actually ended up taking it a lot harder than i had thought i would. Then again, we had pretty much 3 different funerals, one being the viewing, second was the memorial, and third was the burial. the last two being 3 hours ( Read more... )

going to texas today. fuck texas, fuck funerals, and the most important, fuck texas. let's hear it for a chorus of "faggot!" and "queer!" as soon as i get off the plane. it seems whenever i go there, the last time when i was 18, i get that a lot, like more than highschool. sweet ass man, yityaw motherfucker and all that crap. shoot dude, at ( Read more... )

that wasn't long enough. Oakland was fucking hot. the best time i've had up there easily. me and gareth did a little bar going, clothes shopping, and hanging out. We saw the blood brothers up in SAC and it kicked the shit out of whatever i said in my last post. it was a really good time. i guess that is all for now. i'll see you again soon ( Read more... )

Coming to a conclusive decision on the blood brothers show last night was a bit hard. They're still fucking awesome but the show was so god damn packed. those guys are still super nice to talk to. I'm really glad i got to play shows down here with them for a few years ( Read more... )

Interpol was so great tonight. the warlocks wrote a song and then decided to make a set of that song, with little variations here and there. So yeah, interpol's gotta be one of the nicest sounding live bands. Also, what's with fashion mullets? Are they really that good looking? what the fuck.

Hanging out in my room tonight feels more like home than my other room ever did. It's a really nice feeling to be able to do stuff in a room of my own as opposed to say, outside or in the backhouse. Everyone needs to come see the new place and hang out for a while whenever possible. i'm almost ready to write about sappy, "wish i had a girlfriend ( Read more... )

I'm sorry that title just seemed too fitting. the apartment's working out really well on one hand, my relationship with my dad however is not. my mom just stuck him with the big D so he knows it's for real now. basically i called him and he hung up on me. who feels cool now. I don't know what i'd do or how i'd feel without band shit going on, ( Read more... )

short and sweet. 45 miles per hour, i'm driving with my mom in the passenger seat, an 86 year old diaper bag turns left 20 feet in front of us and stops. my moms car is smashed beyond belief, she went to the hospital for check up stuff in an ambulence, broke her foot. my nose bled all over the place as i yelled at the old lady right after it ( Read more... )

I guess i'll be moving out with my mom to some place in la mesa, most likely by this weekend too. I was going to get my own place very very soon, but she needs someone around and i wouldn't mind staying with her at all. I've been finding myself in an incredibly lonely place, and it's not because my dad's gone, i just can't figure out why. I just ( Read more... )

My parents are splitting up. Go figure. I find it amusing how me and my brother have our own parent sort of. He goes the way of the dad and i go to captain mom. My mom's really happy, but, it's so creepy not having my dad live here anymore. it's only been a week as well. I'm not too sure i'll ever have a definite opinion on it. I'm not ( Read more... )