umm...yeah?

[williammeyer86]

So yeah, I am just chillin not doing much at all. So I don't give a rats ass about being a "Christian" anymore. I follow my own heart and where it leads me. I have always been fascinated with the occult so I guess I could look more into it. But hey no matter what I do someone will get pissed. So all of you who think less of me b/c I might start

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do not take offense.

[deracinated]

wow... this made me sad.

Re: do not take offense.

[williammeyer86]

why??? how?

I'll always be right here.

[deracinated]

it's such a change...
you had such convictions that were inspiring and, say what you want, it hurts me to see someone of God change (as what seemed to me) so suddenly.
Given all that I have to know you through - which is only by this journal - it is a bit abrupt?
and, being a Christian, I do hold to my beliefs but it's not because I'm close-minded and it's not because I think less or down on you. I do care very much for you and it is your choice whether or not we agree with what you ultimately decide to belive in.
-Laura

Re: I'll always be right here.

[williammeyer86]

it is not abrupt but something that i have always had in my mind i just kept it to myself b/c, i cared about what my friends and such would think. but now i realize that i am old enough to make my own choices about such stuff. i know not all christians are close minded and such but too many of them are and i no longer feel led to be who i used to be.

peace,
bob

take offense if it's how you feel.

[moroco]

I think the answer to that is.. blatantly obvious.

Throughout the past couple years I've kind of in the background
reading your posts, and in each one of them has been a sense of..
desperation.

..I don't know what happened to make you feel this way,
but dealing with the occult isn't something to take lightly.

It's my opinion that you should.. try to concentrate on who you
are and who you want to be, and I'm almost certain that'll lead
you where you should be.

..Maybe you can find answers there.

Re: take offense if it's how you feel.

[williammeyer86]

i do not take it lightly. i am following my heart. christianity did not give me the answers i was looking for. i know a lot about the occult and i love the freedom that it has. there a re lots of reasons but too many for me to write out.

Re: take offense if it's how you feel.

[spazzybear]

you do know there is a great deal of freedom in christianity as well, right? but i do respect how you feel...i don't agree with you and i think you are getting in over your head...but i do respect it