ok... So I have people that are not intentionally but making me chose between them and another person. Both who I love dearly and I wish could just pretend to get along. For me? For the rest of us? Because I'm not the only one who has to chose. But I guess that can't be done. So life gets hard, having to chose between people to keep from ( Read more... )

Alright!!! So Nanook Knockout is comming together. I completed my task list... Got Tonya Trobont the budget, got the letters out, and got the committee informed on this ( Read more... )

I learn something new about myself every day. I ran into a friend today with her new man. I'll be honest, normally I'm a very jealous person, especially when it was her involved with men, I dunno why, I just was. But today I wasn't jealous at all. I was honestly truly happy for her. Not a shred of jealousy... it made me feel really good about ( Read more... )

So I lay here in bed the least motivated I think I've ever been on most things in my life. I got pletny of sleep, I just dont feel motivated. Five phone calls this morning before 11, I think thats why I'm actually awake ( Read more... )

So I think there is a boy out there that wants me. He of course is the guy I go over all my stresses and problems with. But I don't want him ( Read more... )

Meep. Sorry... Random day today. Meep.

Ok, so I got to spend an hour with chris tonight. I know that seems small, but thats been it for almost a week so an hour feels great. He's just been really busy lately, so I'm pretty grateful he squeezed me in amongst all his homework. He even took a break, and will prolly be up waaaaay late because of it. But it still felt good ( Read more... )

I just want to see him!!!! I just want a freakin like half hour visit!!!!

Ok, so this weekend has been long but really good overall. Friday I took off work early cause I felt like CRAP!!!! I had this sense of impending doom. But i hung out with the girls and had a really good time. Then I was doing good again, until some thing happened that made me very upset, so I went and hung out with Sasha, Kim, Mairi, and Carlise ( Read more... )

So I've noticed when I leave names blank in my stories, people automatically think I'm talking about them. 3 different people thought they were the person in my story of last night. Funny, it wasn't any of them ( Read more... )