Ok, this is for you alum out there who wanna know whats going on. This won't happen very often because I will be creating a newsletter about once a month (hopefully that often) that goes out to every Zeta Mu alum as well as local alum. So that will go to those of you who alum status applies to. Although Sigma drama will probably not be in the ( Read more... )

I can't handle this!!! It all just hurts so much, and I can't figure out why. I can't sit in the smae room like that, just pretend the other doesn't exhist. it doesn't work for me. And when i get alone I break down. I'm a sobbing mess in a room with four empty walls... and I hate it. It hurts so much...

*sigh* I'm happy to be done at the lodge. Very happy. Other than that I dont know how I feel. Think I'm still head over heels in love, starting to wonder about it. Maybe finally out of love and just miss the "boyfriend"? I dunno. Rumors flying around that he's found a new woman anyway. One that in my spot I wouldn't my friend chase. But ( Read more... )

So I've got some tough decisions to make in my life, but they aren't really whats going through my brain... well maybe they are... but thats ok... I'm dealing with those in my own little way ( Read more... )

I think I'm reaching a growing point... I think... Maybe... I'm starting to doubt what I want for eternity. Its still what I want, no matter how hard I try and not want it, Its still something I want. Not like I really have any help, because what I want has sort of a way of taunting me, making me feel like I want it even more. But every once and ( Read more... )

*sigh* I'm so pathetic. I won't go into why, cause all my sisters probably know. It just gets worse by the day... its starting to keep me up at night. I just want things back to the way they were. I'm still reliving memories in my dreams. The perfect moments where it seemed like it would go on forever, like it was suppose to. *sigh* Why can' ( Read more... )

So life has gotten to a point where its just calm and moving in a gentle flowing direction. I found people I can talk to kinda and sorta hang out with. Not hunt down to hang out with but stumble across and spend time with ( Read more... )

Nordstroms lingerie sales clerk. I got sized for the first time today. I don't think I've ever had a boyfriend do that much groping in such a short amount of time. but when she was all done, and put a bra on me. WOWZA it was great. funny though... I've been buying 36 c's. Way wrong. I'm in a 34DD. Yeah. Caught me off guard too. they fit ( Read more... )

Hey guys! So I'm relaxing at my three days off. Getting all my stuff together... working on sigma stuff, ordering classes, just chilling at home instead of in Talkeetna. Its nice ( Read more... )

Ok.... so this is gonna be my last update for a while, cause of lack of internet. I'm about to explain ( Read more... )