i cant live like this. apparently. my sleeping schedule is so fuck. i go to bed a 4, 5, sometimes 6 and i dont wake up until 3 in the afternoon. i am constantly feeling like i am waiting for something yet the motivation is lacking in all areas, this is bothering me. all i eat is pizza that bothers me. too much coffee, too many cigarettes, i dont ( Read more... )

- listening to placebo.
- watering my moms garden. 
- being amazing at what she has done with it. 
- loving my mom. she is so cool.
- smiling, 
- working.
- being sick.
- planning fundraiser.
- being tired and excited all the time.

so i just got home from one of the best parties. it was at elis house. lots of amazing people. lots of new plans with fucking incredible people. all of which are planning to move with in the next 3 weeks all to different cities. strange things happened as well. heather and brian hooked up which was akward. just because it fucks with what i see as ( Read more... )

ah ha! so this evening as a whole was a success. eli, heather and i hung out and smoked and then proceeded to venture to del taco where we found a woman at a window. it was her birthday. so you know the song by bright eyes called "at the bottom of everything"? well in the begining of the song conor is speaking and he says "we are going to a party, ( Read more... )

Summer time and the wind is blowing outside ( Read more... )

so... i am overwhelmed... i wish i could divide, become two beens, and work harder at this multi-tasked life style i have to endure.

where is all of this geniune happiness-energy coming from? where is all of the every-angle-humankind-pat-on-the-back "you are an amazing person darcey" coming from? i am adoring this new position by the minute. i am ( Read more... )

so. um. my life is incredible.

so driving again
i am a typewriter.
driving through 
this canvas
i paint the roads
i travel.
clean the window 
once more.
riding in my passenger 
seat
leave trails
of bluesky with
your finger
tips.
smile
once 
more
and i will
show you
the world 
on this canvased
road.

art wall tonight!!!!

 i am organizing my life after this cigarette.

i lost my phone. email with your numbers. darcey@gsanetwork.org

there is way to much to talk about... way too much going on to communicate via computer.

i am living it. and i am living it up.

(the coffee convention is the most incredible event in the world. i am going back for the world barista finals tomorrow! the end.)